kellin quinns other daughter || mike fuentes

This Is How I Disappear

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So I decided to go with a motionless in white song for the name of this chapter, cause it has somewhat to do this chapter. I hope you guys are enjoying this story, thanks for all the votes and comments, it helps, help me get more active voters and commenters by sharing the word please! but thanks a lot you guys! I hope you guys, have a wonderful day. Also, before I go on, I started a new story, its kinda stupid, really it is, but I decided to go with it, its called the Blone Rebellion, check it out, basic summary of the book: the media has torn up the relationships between the 6 bands on tour with each other; Pierce the Veil, Asking Alexandria, All Time Low, Sleeping with Sirens, and Motionless In White. To cure this drama, their managers got together to get a 3 story house on Leah Lane. To prevent the bands from ever getting along the media pays 10 blonde girls a total of 10 million dollars to make sure they never talk again. But what happens when they actually fall for each other?

Anyways I love you guys!

~Leda Danielle

Song: this is how I disappear · my chemical romance

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Chapter 15 || This Is How I Disappear

Azlynns POV

"Why was he hurting you?" I ask him.

"I owe him money" he said.

"For what?" I asked him.

"Cocaine" he sighed, I backed away a little. I didn't respond, I didn't know how, I mean how often do you stay in a hotel, and a guy bursts in your room getting his ass kicked by cocaine dealers?

"Yeah, I get that a lot" he laughs.

"Yeah, sorry, this is all new to me" I say.

"Why?" He laughed.

"I'm running" I sigh.

"Woah, from what?" He asks sitting down, next to me.

"It's a really long story" I say.

"I've got time" he smirks.

"Oh yeah?" I ask smiling "well my dad found out some shit, pushed me away, and I'm done"

"What type of 'shit', did he find out?" He says, giving me this look. His blue eyes were beautiful and I don't think that I've ever found a guy so attractive before. I pulled out a bag from my duffel bag, it had razors, pills, cigarettes, lighters, and I threw it at him. He gave me a questioning look.

"My mom committed suicide, my dad left us, my uncle hits me, I'm basically a disappointment to this world" I say.

"My dad died on Meth, and my mom cuts her skin, my sister was in a shooting incident, and I was beaten everyday by my "friends", I have no idea what your life's like, but you don't deserve this shit" he said looking at me.

"Everyone was put on this Earth for a reason, mine was merely to die" I say.

"Yours was merely to do good things" he says, attempting to correct me.

"Yeah if fucking everything up is so good, why does everyone shun me away, but love my sister?" I fake laugh, turning me iPhone on.

"Life works mysterious ways" he comments watching me.

Danny: Ze, I know your running, Cope ratted you out, please call your dad, he's freaking out. Ze, we love you, whatever your trying to prove, you've proved it. Come back to the venue.

Me: Danny, I'm a disappointment, I shouldn't have ever came back.

I turned off my phone and sighed. My emotions weren't exact, I felt a little bit of everything. Copland, she's so lucky. Everyone loves her, she's so beautiful, she's so loving. Here I am, so me, and so.. Lifeless. What's the point of living, if no one notices your around, shit I could die and no one would notice until a weeks time.