kellin quinns other daughter || mike fuentes

Daddys Home

Chapter 2 || daddy's home

~ αzℓуииѕ ρσν ~

Daddy came home sometime during the night,
He didn't look into my room,
He just went on with his life.

"Oh,
Kellin your home!" Grandma shouted.

"Yes ma!" He says.
Then everything gets quiet.
I sat up in bed,
I changed into a '5SOS'
Sweater and some running shorts.

I did my makeup,
Winged eyeliner,
Simple white eyeshadow,
Yah know?
The basics.

"Kel,
There's something you must know"
Grandma said.
You could feel the fear
In her voice.
Is she scared of him knowing about me?

"Yes mom?" He asks.
Mom.
My mom.
She's gone.
I sat on my bed thinking of
How mom and I used to
Do simple things together like,
Go to the movies,
Go to Starbucks,
Get our nails done,
You can't do that with your dad.

"Go look in Addie's old room"
She says,
My moms nickname is Addie,
I should have been the one hanging,
From the ceiling.
Not
Adalynn
Kayani
Zamora.

It should have been me,
Azlynn
Kayani
Quinn
Zamora.

My dad's footsteps got closer,
And closer,
And closer,
And closer,
Each second.
I flipped and hid in the bathroom.

I felt tears run down my face,
I don't wanna be here,
I want my mom.

He opens the bedroom door,
And takes a look around,
I can see him through the crack
In the door.

"No ones here mom"
He says.

"Sweetie please come here"
Grandma calls to me,
Should I?
I can't hide from him forever.

I open the bathroom door,
I step out into the bedroom.
Kellin doesn't even say anything,
He just looks at me.

"Hi" I say.
What else way I supposed to say?
Spill everything and take him back,
Like he did nothing wrong.

"Who is she?" He asked.
Hurt.
Pain.
Affliction,
Coursing through my veins.
At that one simple question,
I broke down.
Tears,
That's all that I could show.

"Kellin..."
Grandmas voice trailed off.
She hugged me,
He doesn't remember,
Because he doesn't care.

"This is Azlynn"
She says,
I look up at him.
Then I fall to my bed.
Crying.
I
Want
My
Mother.

"Where's Adalynn?" He asks.

"Dead." I say looking at him.
He laughed,
He doesn't believe me.

"Your funny" he says,
He's pissing me off.
I felt anger run through my veins.

"Fuck you!
Like I'd lie about my
Own mother being dead!" I yell at him.
Then,
Only then,
Did he realize who I was.

"ZeZe.." He says,
He hugs me,
I don't hug back.

"I've missed you
So so much baby" he says
I push away.

"You didn't even
Remember me" i told him.
He looked at me,
Sadness filled his face.

"It's been so long" he says.
Lies,
Lying,
All of it is lies,
All of it.

"What happened to Addie?" He asks.
I knew it.

"She's dead" I say,
I can't tell him how she died,
Could I?
Would it be wrong not to?
He doesn't ask,
Thank god.!

"Come into the kitchen,
And we'll eat" grandma says.
We follow her into the kitchen,
The smell of food.

Too bad I wasn't hungry,
I'm never hungry,
It doesn't bother me.

"Ze how many?" She asks,
I sigh,
But I'm not all that hungry.

"I'm not hungry" I tell her,
She looks at me,
So does my dad.

"You gotta eat somethin" she says.

"No it's fine,
I'm okay really" I tell her,
My dad eyes me suspiciously.
I shrug.

"Alright,
If you want anything,
It's there" she says,
She fixes a plate for her and Kellin,
She sits at the table,
Kellin sits next to me,
Grandma sits across from us.

"So..
How long are you staying?" Grandma asks,
Kellin.

"Um just for tonight" he tells her,
She looked disappointed.

"Looks like me and Az,
Are gonna have to spend the
Rest of the night with you" she says.

"Actually,
I was hoping,
I can take her with me" he says.

"Oh,
Well of course!" She says,
I never agreed to this.
But I guess I don't have a choice.

"I'm getting
Copeland from
Katelynn tonight" he says,
Copeland?
Who's she?
His other daughter?

"That's nice!
Send me pictures" she says.

Time passed,
Very quickly,
I didn't wanna go,
On a tour bus,
Most likely with a ton of guys,
Ew.
No.

"ZeZe go pack your stuff,
We leave in 7 minutes" he says,
Argh,
Grr,
No,
Ugh,
Why me?!

"Kay" I say,
I gotta go,
I pack what shit I have,
Then I look on my pillow,
Moms suicide note,
Should I take it?
Yes,
I can't let grandma
Find it.

I stick it in my bag,
Then I zip it up,
I hand it to my dad,
Then he puts it in the bus.
I climb on,
Looking at how small this is.
Great!

"Alright,
First we pick up,
Jesse,
Then the others,
Then we head to Tucson, AZ"
Where mom lived,
I dread that place,
But,
Maybe I can see Lance.
Yeah!
This tour might not so bad after all.

"Here we go!" My dad says,
And we go pick up the band mates.