When you realise it

Trying to get over it

(The next day)
I get up after my alarm and walk to the back of my door. Cross off my calendar, yeah only one day until my birthday.
So reader what you didn't know was, Taylor came to my house and sand to me a couple of songs. But... I recorded them on my iPhone which is now dead, literally. So I guess there was no point in telling you that.
(Back to the story again)
I get a ride from dad this morning, seeing how everyone hates me.
He drops me off at school and heads to work.
I see Louis at lunch over at our old table.
"Hey Louis!"
"Oh, hey Nic!" He replies to my greeting a little sadder and angrier then usual.
"I, uhh, I heard about you and Taylor, sorry about that!"
"It's alright, I should've saw it coming anyway,"
"So you's actually broke up?"
"Yeah,"
He looks away and smiles.
"Umm, soooooo, you need a lift home today?"
"Yeah. If that won't kill,"
"I can arrange that!" He says.