Shadyside is my Home / Fearstreet Sam x Deena

My Girl / Chapter 9

Sams POV
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"Me too." Deena let's out. I've never been more nervous. Deena wants to be my girlfriend, as in she wants me and only me.
I understand that though - I can't imagine kissing, holding hands - or... with anybody else.

Kate breaks the silence. "Okay so I'm gonna go take a shower and raid your closet. Cool? Cool."

Deena let's out a nervous chuckle and god - it gives me shivers. Not the bad shivers, no it's those shivers you get when you realize you're staring at the most beautiful human in the world.

"I'm sorry about Kate." Deena apologizes.

"You don't have to apologize." I walk up and put my hands on Deenas shoulders.

"So you want to be my girlfriend and you want to pin me up against a locker." Deena smirks.

I give her a playful push. "Don't bully me." I smile and put my lips on hers. We're so close to each other I could feel her heartbeat and I really did not want to pull away - honestly I wanted to do more than just kiss, but I wanted to take this slow. Deena means a lot to me and I cannot mess this up.
Deena moves her head down to my neck - kissing it lightly and carefully.
"Is this okay?" She asks - looking up at me.

Before I could answer we hear the pizza timer go off.

"Saved by the bell." I lick my teeth - chuckling.

Deena gives me a grin and heads to the kitchen.
"Could you grab some plates?" She asks - taking the pizza out of the oven.
"Yeah sure." I take out four plates and set them down on the table.

"Is your Dad going to be home?"

"Probably not. He's probably at his girlfriends place for the night." Deena replies.

"His girlfriends?" I questioned.

"Yeah. Well more like his mistress. It's probably nothing serious." Deena waves off.

"Alright lady killers, I'm starved." Kate barges in with her wet hair laying on her shoulders.
"Like my outfit?" Kate looks at us and twirls around - showing off a yellow crop top along with a pair of overalls she took from Deenas wardrobe.
"Gorgeous. You should host a beauty pageant." Deena jokes.
"Well I am going to be a star." Kate claims - biting into her slice of pizza.

Josh runs up the stairs. "Is that pizza?!"
We all turn to look at the boy.
"Oh, hi Kate." He says in a more quiet manner.

"Hi." Kate waves - mouth stuffed with cheese.

Once we finish our pizza Kate leaves to go to the mall with her younger sister, which leaves me and Deena alone.

"I have an idea." Deena announces - getting up and heading to a shelf where a bunch of VHS tapes lay. After digging through them, she finds one. "The fox?" I take the tape from her and read the back of the casing.

"A lesbian film, really?" I hand her back the tape. "Where'd you even get this?" I ask out of curiosity.

Deena chuckles. "When I first came out to my Dad he gave me this as a little present." Deena slides the tape into the VHS player and sits back down onto the couch.
"It's... interesting." Deena says - giving me a mischievous grin.
"I'm scared." I give Deena a worried - but also playful look.

After a while of hand holding and movie watching a somewhat steamy scene comes on.
"I see why you wanted to watch this." I say - laughing. Deena shares the laugh and starts rubbing her hand up and down my thigh.

"This is so cliche." I half-whisper.

"Well, maybe I like cliches." Deena also says in a soft whisper.

Her lips look so soft and she's just so kissable. She leans in and we start making out - her hand groping the inside of my thigh. It drives me crazy how slow and passionate her kisses are, but they're so addicting. She once again makes her way down to my neck - moving my hair out of the way. I tilt my head to the side as she places gentle kisses on my neck - giving me goosebumps.

We start to hear yelling outside. "Take your shit! I never want to see you again!"

We both jump up and rush to the door to see my Mom throwing garbage bags full of clothes outside.

"I can't walk down the street with garbage bags in my hands!" My Dad yells.

"Call that whore you've been screwing! Tell her you need a ride! Since you've already given her SO many!" My Mom screams - throwing my Dads shit out the door.

"Dad?" I yelp, almost bursting into tears.

"Sammy, it'll be okay. Just- just listen to your mother I'll be home soon okay?" He tries to reassure me, but I can tell he also wants to cry. I know he wouldn't want me to see that - him getting kicked out of his own home - our home.

"Dad please. Just talk to Mom." I plead. I love my Dad and seeing him go - it's terrible. I wasn't close with my Mom at all.

Deena places a hand on my shoulder. "Sam. You can't fix this."

I sniffle and cuddle into Deenas side. She's right, I can't fix this.