Right Here Waiting

Day-Out with Raven

Mika

Ate Aereen asked permission if she can leave Raven with us for a night or two. Mama and Papa are out of the country for a business trip. Mikole and Miko naman have team buildings out of town. Wala tao ung bahay, so I asked Kiefer if she's okay with the set up. And he's good,

Kiefer

I can see the excitement in Miks face, she's longing for a baby na kasi. But siguro, hindi pa time para samin.

"B! B!" she's running from the second floor going down.

"Mag-ingat ka B!" I kissed her temple as soon as she reaches me.

"B! Can we have a day out tomorrow, please, with Raven" making her nagmamakaawa face, ang cute nang baby ko.

" umm., let me think po" im teasing her, eh sa gusto kong magpalambing e.

"Cge na B! Babe, bbq, bhie" she's hugging me tight2 and kissing my chest pa. Where the human heart is situated.

"Okay B! Hindi kita matanggihan eh and with Raven pa, parang Baby, ko na yun eh"

"Yes! Okay, I'll prepare na our things for our trip ah. What do you want, cheese sandwich or the tuna?"

I was about to reply "b ---"

"Ay, wait. May ingredients dyan for pasta, spaghetti or carbonara b?"

"Carb---" she again cut me

"B! I can make a homemade pizza, you prefer that ba?"

"B, pwede me naman po" I approached her, backhugging. "B, kahit ano, basta ikaw nagluto and with lots of love" I kissed the back of her head.

"Okay, im just excited lang naman. I'll ask Raven what he wants"

"Cge B! Punta lang ako room ni Raven, maglalaro kami"

"Ravena ha, don't spoil my pamangkin. Huwag mong pagudin" she warned,

"Opo, Mrs. Ravena, ikaw lang papagudin ko po" then I ran going up.

I know she's blushing. Oh, my innocent baby.

Mika

We are here na at Nuvali. Sana tagaytay kami, kaso lang Raven wants adventure eh. I asked naman ate if pwede isama si Raven, she gave me the go signal.

Raven is enjoying the place. He's amazed with the wake boarders. Want to try pa nga daw. But sabi ko, pag big niya na .

"Tita Mommy, I want to try that oh!" Pointing the wake board.

"Baby Raven, next time when youre big na. D pwede sa mga baby yan eh"

"Im not a baby nanaman Tita Mommy" he's stampping his feet. Ancute.

Then Kiefer arrived. May kinuha kasi siya sa car.

"What's wrong little man?" He asked.

"Tito Daddy, I want to try that oh, but tita mommy won't let me." He hugged Kiefer's legs pa.

"Baby, come. I'll let you try once, tuturuan kita"

"Kiefer! Bata pa si Raven" I object.

"B! Tuturuan ko lang naman, no harm in trying"

"Haist! Okay"

I can see Kiefer and Raven from afar. And a Daddy figure reflects. I know he also wants to have a baby na. But bakit wala pa din. Paano kung hindi ako pwedeng mabuntis? Iiwan niya ako? May kirot na pumitik sa puso ko. We've tried. A lot. Really, no kidding. But no angel is coming our way until now. I really hope, magkaroon na rin kami. Yung matatawag na sariling amin. Own flesh, blood. At pinaghirapan talaga.

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Goodevening Miefs! Happy 20th for me! Not my birthday but happy talaga me. Goodnews lahat. I survived Juniors! Seniors on my way. One year nalang talaga. Goodbye college! And magkabatch kami nina Miks at Kief! Haha. Wala lang. May masabi lang. Next UD, maybe later. Hehehe. Babawi ako diba. Comments your suggestions naman, nagmamakaawa.  #noproofreading

Amihan and Bagwis!
-RL