The minute I snuck back in and my head hit my pillow the pain I've been carrying turned into tears. I cried into my pillow releasing all the stress and hurt I've been carrying. Why him? What's so special about him? Why couldn't it be me? Am I not enough? These thoughts wandered around in my head while I cried. I cried, and cried but it didn't mend my broken heart. My heart wanted you, it needs to you..Kaoru. After I finished crying my eyes out. I decided to go for a walk.
I snuck out once again, this time leaving my skateboard in the house. I just walked wherever my feet let me. I past by our meeting spot and seen them skating without me. I felt like the wrong piece to a puzzle. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I passed. I walked into this dark alley where this guy started talking to me. " aye kid you want something to make you feel better?" The man asked. " sure, why not" I said. Anything to get rid of these feelings.
He then pulled out a bag. It had some kind of pills in it. Without thinking I took the bag. I walked until I got back home. I snuck back in. I then swallowed the pills with no regrets. Within 5 minutes my head started spinning. I couldn't feel anything, I felt numb emotionally. I didn't feel pain. I didn't feel anger, or sadness. I felt nothing. It felt good to not be able to feel. I felt free of the feelings that kept me hostage. Thanks stranger.
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Not Enough
FanfictionCherry and Joe has always been together. It has been that way since kindergarten. Joe realizes he has developed feelings for Cherry but before he can act on them. His one true love slips away. ( Highschool kojiro and Kaoru au) I do not own these cha...
