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[dabi] invisible -

- angsty fluff -
[you have an invisibility quirk]

what's really the point? what's the point in being good or evil when you know your days are numbered and when time comes, nobody will remember you?

you'll just be another name on a headstone, another memory. so really, what's the point?

your head fell back as you let rain drops shower you. you had been sitting on a curb by the side of the road for what seemed like hours. the league had disbanded for the day and you were back to being alone.

you can't figure out what you want from this life. to you, life is just a ticking time bomb, wait long enough and it ends.

you spend your days laboring yourself to "fight the system". you wouldn't identify as a villain but being a hero was not at the top of your list. you've seen the horrors of the hero society, the corruption, the abuse, all of it.

being with the lov just gives you something to do with your life. you don't necessarily always agree with them morally but they're the only people who accept you for who you are. they're your only home. you understand they weren't born evil, nobody is. hate is taught.

in your train of thought, you sense someone coming up behind you. your quirk allows you to have heightened senses and invisibility making you great in sneak attack and defense.

you activate your quirk, cloaking your physique from the naked eye.

"i know you're there y/n"

you sigh and deactivate your quirk.

a certain male with staples holding his flesh together sits next to you. "you're going to catch a cold y'know?" toya snickers as he turns your face to look at his.

the lamp posts illuminating his pretty blue eyes. you blush at the sudden motion but look away anyway. "it's fine dude, really. why are you here anyway?"

"i was looking for you."

you stare back at him. "for me?" you glared.

he lets out a small chuckle. for a moment, you two sat in silence, watching rain plummet from the sky hitting the ground below it. toya always managed to find you at times like this. times where your facade wore off and you were you again. nihilistic you.

"i know this isn't what you want to do." his arm extended outward as he lets water drop violently on his palm.

"yeah, but i don't know what i want." you reply, now laying on your back.

he's right.

"you don't have to keep doing this. shiggy's cool enough with you that he'd let you go unharmed if you decide to leave." a slight shift of sadness in his voice at the possibility of you leaving. he didn't care that you weren't into villain stuff but he had grown attached to you.

you know leaving is an option but even in your constant state of nihilism, you know you had to stay. for shiggy, dabi, everyone. toga looks up to you as her big brother and spinner is a pretty cool guy. and toya. toya had been there for you through it all. he's always known you never wanted to be a villain but he has never tried to force his doctrines on to you.

"but what about you?" you sit back up, scooting over to him, knees touching.

"it's not like you're going to off yourself man what the fuck" he laughs, head thrown back. snow white hair sticking to his forehead.

you pause for a second. no you aren't killing yourself.

"sometimes i wish i was just born invisible. i just don't get it. why do i have to figure out what to do with myself when i never asked to be born anyway. it's just not fai-" he cuts you off by gripping you by your chin, pulling you into a kiss.

your eyes shot open as he deepens into you, hand holding your head up. his eyes were closed but you could sense the vulnerability in them. you returned the kiss, placing a hand on his cheek, caressing it.

you pull away from each other. "just shut up, you're not like us. you don't have a cause to fight for." your foreheads touching. "do whatever the fuck you want and keep me around if that's what you want. i know i want you but i respect your decision." his voice haggard as if he was about to cry.

you hold his face up with both hands to meet eye to eye. you finally knew what you want. it was company. his company. company from the man who has never turned his back on you. you lean into him for another kiss before pulling away again.
"what i want is you."

tears started forming from the corners of his eyes, glistening blue eyes staring right at you. you wipe his tears, "i want you, toya." he holds you by your arms, smiling weakly while nodding.

"then don't go invisible on me again." he sniffles.