shawn's tour diary

miss me?

a/n
yo welcome to the first chapter of my new fanfic. it's kind of a sequel to "shawn mendes my best friend" if you haven't read it yet, you might not get this one, so make sure to check it out on my profile! thanks guys, hope you like and remember to vote and comment if you do!! 💜
-j

shawn's pov

*** "why would you cheat on me-"
"i never did anything to hurt you--"
"i don't even know you anymore-" ***

i woke up with a raging headache. i was dreaming about my girlfriend again.

i'd been away from her for two weeks and i already felt so distant from her.

the bus hit the breaks and i fell off of my bed

"SHAWN" i heard someone barge in

i squinted and saw my best friend, ian. he was coming along with me on tour.

"dude get up" he said kicking me

i rolled over and sat up, i felt sore. god i needed to work out again.

"how are you?" he said sitting on my bed

"well so far, i have a headache, i keep dreaming about stella, and i'm pretty sure my knee is bleeding" i replied sarcastically

"well damn." he laughed

"get off of my bed, i have a show tomorrow" i said standing up

"you mean today?" he shook his head

i looked at the clock. 8:00 am

"get ready." he said exiting out the door

he quickly walked back in, "and stop thinking about stella, she's fine"

"i know she's fine thats why i'm dating her" i laughed, i was quite the five star comedian.

he threw a pillow at me and left again.

i picked up my phone from the bed and dialed her number.

she didn't answer. like always.
i left a message

"hey babe. i'm in stockholm. & today's my first show, i'm really nervous, but when i think about you, i know i'll be fine. call me when you can, miss you, love you. bye."

i hung up before i could change my mind about what i already said

"IM SERIOUS GET READY YOU LITTLE SHIT" ian yelled, i heard him running from the other side of the bus.