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haitani ran awoke from the sudden feeling of relentless sadness rushing through him. as if he was shot in the chest, he couldn't help but feel an unforeseen influx of fear collide with the sudden dreariness rushing through him.
narrowing his eyes while feeling immense annoyance over this sudden rush of emotions he's been getting one week straight, ran gripped his shirt.
awoking himself from another one of his sleepless nights. he looked at his calloused hands and breathed in a ragged manner, he's never felt this nervous and perplexed before. he run his rough and big hands over his hair and sighed.
"...kamine." the first thing that came out of his mouth was the name of one of the people he treasured. attempting to release himself from these emotions, ran started gripping his long hair and gritted his teeth in frustration. babbling curses along the way.
huffing and panting as he did so, ran could only then get up from the comfy bed he had been sleeping at. and automatically, the first thing he did after getting up from bed was go to the balcony.
but as much as he wanted to have a breathe and have a little fresh air rush over through his face, the fact that it was pouring or just raining in the middle of the night was a sign that ran was out of luck for the day. groaning, ran headed straight to the living room of the apartment complex that he and his brother live at.
he sat on the divan and automatically, he started to play with his long duo-colored hair to kill time and maybe to calm himself down. "what the hell is happening to me."
ran muttered in distraught, giving himself a scowl of frustration as he heard the loud noise of hundreds and thousands of raindrops hitting concrete floors and metal roofs of either his apartment or his neighbor's.
clearly, ran wasn't having it and was in distress. and the fact that things get overly annoying for him so easily just gave him a clear sign that he's giving in to his anger issues and it annoyed the heck out of him.
it was 12:45 o'clock in the morning. it was a concrete time that meant everyone should be asleep all at the same time to give themselves energy the following day.
but not for him, i guess. heck, the fact that even rindou was sleeping in his room unbothered pissed ran for some reason. though, he can't probably wake up his little brother just so he can feel neutral.
sighing once again, ran just decided to lay down on the divan that he currently sat at. he sank his head over some decorative pillow and almost immediately did he feel the sudden rush of emotions again.
these emotions, they were a sudden rush of feeling that he himself never once imagined he could feel. how melancholy, it wasn't even supposed to be felt by him in the first place. i mean, why would he even be sad for some reason he clearly doesn't know? with burning hate, he groaned.
but instead of doing something, he just let it be while wondering why these sudden emotions he was feeling are even happening and making him feel restless in the first place.
