Story Of My Life (poems)

I See

I see that you don't want me,
I hear what you say,
I remember that day.
After that everything fades,
But the after effect is the worst;
Knowing I had you but I lost.
Now, when I hear my name fly out of your mouth,
I think of the times that we could have shared,
The love lost.
Laughing together,
Smiling at each other,
Nearly hugging.
Why are we closer as friends than as lovers?