You're my life jacket in this sea of hate and it seems you're slowly deflating. You kept me above the water for so long. But I've realized that it's hard for you, you're slowly deflating. Slowly losing interest in me. I know it's my fault, I shouldn't have put all my trust in you. I shouldn't have relied on you to save my life. I need a life boat, not a life jacket. You can't do it by yourself. I know that now. I need to help you. And I'm trying. But sometimes the salt gets in my eyes and I can't see for awhile. That's when I need you most. Right now, with all this goddamn salt in my eyes. It burns. You're the only thing that makes the pain go away for a minute. Please don't deflate on me, I'll drown without you.
