~Momojiro one shots~

Insane

My 50th chapter 🎉🥳
Kyo's pov:

I feel like I'm going insane, I feel so many things and nothing at the same time. I feel love and hate, anger, happiness and sadness all at once. Thinking everything will be ok but accepting it will never get better. My mind can't make a choice on anything any more and yet I still get more responsibility. I confide in people about these problems and they do nothing, they tell me not to talk to my friends about it and then don't help me. (I'd like to mention this actually happened to me, someone told me not to talk to my friends about my problems) I never talked to anyone about it again and well, now we're here. Laying against my wall, a knife in my hand. Covered in blood, with so many cuts I've lost count. I've lost my mind and I thought this would at least ground me but all it did was bring more pain and the added stress of hiding it from everyone.

I need help, I need someone I need something to feel like I'm loved and that I can be happy and no one will provide. Do I just not deserve it? Did I do something wrong? Was my existence to bad for anyone that they left me to wallow in my emotional distress. Why?

What did I do?

I lazily walked over to the sink. My body barely moving, my mind barely awake. I let the blood drip down the sink before turning the tap on and letting it flow with the water like a waterfall of my blood. I staid there until it stopped bleeding. I covered up the cuts and flopped on the bed. My mind was still a mess and nothing could help. Distractions did nothing all they did was prove I can't be helped unless not thinking about anything.

My mind was thinking of a million things a second and I could comprehend none. Simple things giving me loads of anxiety and thoughts of ending it all. I don't want to kill myself but I want to die. I want help. I want to be happy. I want to be confident. I want to be ok. I want to be me. I want to be a person who can live with no worries about the people they surround themselves with. I want to live a life without worrying about anything. Without second guessing everything I ever do. Without having to always check with someone when doing anything. Without thinking ending it all would be better than staying alive. There's so many things I want to see happen in the future. I want to see everyone happy, I want to see Momo happy. I want to be the reason Momo is happy, I want to be with her forever but I can't help the thought that everything would be better if I was gone.

Momo's pov:

I heard a ping over the loud thunder and rain and looked over at my phone to see Kyo messaged the group chat with some weird sentences.

Lesbian step mom: Just as I was about to take my shoes, off of the rooftop there I see, a kid with purple hair before me, despite myself I go and scream

Lesbians step mom: Hey, don't do it please!

Alien queen: That's great and all but why're you on the roof?

Dicku: Shouldn't we be worried about the person who nearly jumped off the roof?

Alien queen: But that's only helping the civilian, who's going to be there to help the hero. Anyways, why're you on the roof Kyo?

John Cena looking ass: Let's let them continue

Lesbian step mom: Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say? I couldn't care less either way

I wanna Kermit suicide: What?

Kirby with a knife: Huh?

Lesbian step mom: To be honest I was somewhat pissed, this was an opportunity missed

Lesbian mom: What kind of opportunity baby?

Lesbian step mom: The kid with purple hair told me their woes "You've probably heard it all before, I really thought that she may be the one, but then she told me she was done"