Dixie has trust issues after being abused by her ex boyfriend. And she struggles with Anxiety and Depression. Being famous online does not make life easy. She also get's bullied a lot in school. But then a young man named Noah beck comes into her...
Noah's POV: I woke up and Dixie was still asleep, I smiled just thinking about yesterday, I kissed her head and rubbed her cheek with my hand, but Dixie being the heavy sleeper she is, she didn't wake up, so I just looked at her and admired how god dam lucky I am, She makes me so happy, and now she's carrying our baby, how did I get so lucky?? She woke up about 5 minutes later, "Why are you staring at me?" She asked, "because I love you" I said smiling, "We have to get up for the doctors" I said, she rolled out of bed, "I'm gonna take a shower, wanna come?" She asked, I immediately jumped out of bed and she giggled, we got into the shower and once we finished we both got ready, I drove to the doctors with my hand on Dixies thigh, once we got there we checked in and got into a room, Dixie looked nervous, I would be nervous too, the doctor then came in, "Hey guys! I heard your here to get meds" the doctor said, "Y-yeah" Dixie said nervously, "Ok how far along are you?" The doctor asked, "Um like 2 days" Dixie said, "ok so as we know you had a miscarriage almost 2 years ago and you had another miscarriage a couple months ago?" The doctor asked, Dixie nodded. I could tell she was really tense, so I grabbed her hand and kissed it just trying to calm her down, "Ok so for this pregnancy your gonna have too take 4 different types of meds a day, and 2 of each so 8 pills a day, I know it seems like a lot but I promise every single one of them is helping the baby and you, your gonna be pretty sick for this whole thing but I can assure you that once you hold your baby in your arms it will be worth it" she said smiling, that was a lot of info, she was right about when we hold our baby I'm sure it will be worth it, even though I'm not doing anything, but 8...8 pills a day?? That's a lot, I thought maybe 3 or 4 pills at the most, not 8, I could tell Dixie was stressed, "babe it's gonna be ok" I said smiling at her, she nodded, "Ok in an hour you can come back and pick up the meds, since your so early in your pregnancy your gonna start taking them in 2 weeks, everything else is good" the doctor said smiling, Me and Dixie thanked her then went went back to our car, Dixie sat there silent, "baby I know...it's a lot..but you are the strongest person I know, your gonna get through this I swear to you" I said putting my hand on her thigh, she nodded. Still sitting there silent, "It's just a lot, I mean I knew it was gonna be a lot and I don't regret a single thing but I'm just scared" she said tearing up and looking at me, I put my hand on her face and my thumb on her chin, "I'm gonna be there for you no matter what, i promise, I'll be there to help you when your sick, and make you feel better when you have pain, I swear I will do everything I can for you babe" I said lightly smiling at her. She did the same but a couple tears went down her cheeks, I wiped them, "I'm gonna cuddle you two when we get home" I said starting to drive, She kissed my cheek. Once we got home we went into her apartment. Suddenly she ran into the bathroom and I ran after her, she was throwing up in the toilet, once she stopped I saw her tearing up, "I'm here...I'm here" I said rubbing her back, she nodded her head, I wiped her her mouth with some toilet paper. We went back into the bedroom and I cuddled her, she put her head in the crook of my neck and I put my hand on her stomach, "You sleep, when it's time to get the meds I'll run and get them" I whispered, she nodded "Thank you" she whispered, she fell asleep a while after and I stayed awake, eventually my alarm went off to get the meds, so I got out of bed, covered Dixie up. And left. I picked up her meds and wow, that's a lot...I got back and when I walked into her apartment she was on the couch watching TV, "Hey babe" I said walking in, "Hi" she said back with her eyes still on the screen, "Move over I wanna cuddle" I said smiling, she scooted over and I sat next to her, we kept watching TV when suddenly Dixie said "Noah I feel sick" she said holding her stomach, "Do you wanna go to the bathroom?" I asked her, she shook her head, "Ok well just incase let me give you a bowl" I said getting up, I grabbed a bowl and gave it to her, she was ok for about 5 minutes but then she grabbed the bowl and threw up, a lot. "Ok ok your ok" I said rubbing her back, She stopped throwing up, "here let me clean out the bowl-" "No that's disgusting" she said cutting me off, she got up and washed the bowl out herself, she sat back down and put the bowl on the floor incase she got sick again, We kept watching tv when once again she grabbed the bowl but this time nothing came out, Her system was empty, "oh baby..." I said, she just gagged. "Bub you need to eat, you have nothing in you" she shook her head, "no I don't wanna be sick" she said, "baby you need to eat, the baby also needs food" I said, she sighed, "fine" she said, and with that got up and got her some food.
Hey I made a new book go read it. If you want.. bye
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