I'm Yours/ Doah Story

Gone.

⚠️TW MISCARRIAGE⚠️
9 weeks later
Noah's POV:
It was 1:00am, I woke up to the sound of Dixie groaning, "bub what's wrong?" I asked, "My stomach hurts" she said near tears, I rubbed her stomach. "I'm sorry baby..." "Do you think something is wrong with the baby?" she asked, "I'm sure there ok bub" I said, "I'm gonna use the bathroom" she said getting up. She went into the bathroom and suddenly I heard screaming, I ran into the bathroom and saw her crying while sitting on the toilet, I saw blood and I froze.. Dixie was screaming and crying "NO NO NO NO!!!" She screamed over and over, I hugged her tight, "it's gonna be ok it's gonna be ok" I said crying, "Baby let me take you to the hospital" I said, I got her new pants and we went in the car, she was just crying and I was trying to hold back tears. Once we got there we immediately got put into a room and a doctor came in, "ok Dixie we're just gonna do a quick ultrasound and see what's going on" the doctor said, she started the ultrasound and stayed quiet, she looked at us and said "I'm so so sorry but unfortunately I couldn't find a heartbeat. Your baby has passed" I couldn't hold it in anymore and I started crying, I kissed Dixie's stomach," I love you s-so much..." I said with tears streaming down my face, Dixie was just sobbing. We got in the car and I took her home, I carried her inside and made her comfy in the bed."Noah.. O-our b-baby is g-gone" Dixie said crying into my chest, "I know that this is hard bub, but I p-promise that we are gonna get through this" I said kissing her. Unfortunately tomorrow Dixie was gonna have surgery to get the baby removed from her. Dixie cried all night, we finally fell asleep at 4am.
(The next day)
Dixie's POV:
My baby is gone. No more. No more of Noah talking to the baby. No more of rubbing my stomach. No more talking about names no more buying clothes. It's all gone. I woke up and checked the time and it's 10:am, the appointment was at 12:00, I got Noah to wake up, "Hey baby" he said "Hi... W-we gotta get ready for the.. Appointment" I said, "ok bub let me help you" he said. We got up and he got me some clothes (His sweat pants and his hoody) I had also bled on my pants which made me sob, Noah helped me clean up and I got dressed and so did he. We drove to the doctors and got into a room, "Ok Dixie this procedure is gonna take about 20 to 30 minutes, we will remove the baby and that's it" the doctor said, I started crying, this was the last time my baby would be inside of me.. "Baby it's gonna be ok, I promise" Noah said kissing my hand, "I'll be right here when you wake up ok?" Noah said, "y-you promise?" "yes baby I promise" he said, the doctors wheeled me off.

Noah's POV:
Dix just got wheeled away, She was sobbing and I wanted too as well but I didn't wanna do it front of her, as soon as she left the room I started crying. Over the past 9 weeks me and Dixie really bonded with our little baby, we talked to it. I kissed her stomach. And now.. Our baby is gone. I cried for about 15 minutes, about 10 minutes later Dixie got wheeled back in, she was sound asleep. I sat next to her and held her hand. I started crying again, I put my hand on her stomach "Y-your not in there anymore... I love you so so so much.. I'm sure you would have grown up to be the most amazing kid..." I said crying. Dixie woke up about 20 minutes later, I had stopped crying by then "b-baby?..." Dixie said "hey beautiful" I said, I put my hand on her head and rubbed her for head with my thumb, I grabbed her hand with my other "how you feeling?" I asked her "my stomach hurts a little bit... And I..." she couldn't finish her sentence because she started crying. I just kissed her and kept our for heads together while I whispered things to her such as" everything is gonna be ok, I love you" I said other things to her just trying to get her to calm down. "Ok guys you are free to go, Dixie your stomach might hurt for a little bit but you should be ok, I'm so sorry for your guy's lost" she said "t-thank you" Dixie said, I got Dixie in the car and we drove home. Dixie's birthday was actually in 6 days and we were gonna get an ultrasound and celebrate just me and her, but now that's all fucking gone.                  "N-Noah I'm..im so sorry" she said starting to cry, "of what bub??" I asked, "I-I killed our baby... It's all my f-fault.." she said "baby you didn't do anything! You did not kill them we just... We just got unlucky..." I said to her, she just kept crying and we got home, I carried her up to her apartment and we got in bed. We cuddled, cried, cuddled some more until she finally fell asleep. This was the worst 2 days of my life, I was so excited to be a daddy... I'm praying that maybe in the future Dixie could get pregnant and that can still happen, but she can take as long as she needs I'm sure she's in a lot of pain, about 25 minutes later of thinking about life I fell asleep.
(The next day)
Dixie's POV:
I woke up with stomach pain, I just started crying. I was so overwhelmed with life, I'm getting bullied online I just lost my kid, and Noah is the only thing that has kept me going. 10 minutes later I was still crying and Noah woke up, he didn't say anything but he just started rubbing my back and kissing my head. About 15 minutes later I calmed down. Noah spooned me "I love you" Noah said "I love you too.." I said back.

Noah's POV:
Dixie fell asleep and I went into the living room and called the hospital.
(N-Noah D-Doctor)
D-Hi this is Doctor Landford speaking what can I do fore you?
N-Hi my name is Noah Beck, my girlfriend Dixie D'Amelio had a surgery yesterday to..
D-Yes we know you don't have to say it
N-Thank you.. Um I was wondering.. I want to have the.. The baby's body saved.. Into a memorial type thing.. I'm sorry I'm not good with this
D-Dont worry I understand what your saying, we know a company who can do that for you, would you like us to send your baby there?
N-Y-yes please that would be amazing.
D-Alright
Noah continues the phone call and gets every thing set up.

Noah's POV:
I ended the phone call and went back into the bedroom, Dixie was asleep so I got in bed next to her and cuddled her, she was physically and mentally exhausted.. We cuddled for the rest of the day.
(2 days later)
Noah's POV:
Dixie was asleep and it was 12:00pm, she was tired from crying all night. I got a phone call and stepped out of the room making sure that I didn't wake up Dixie.

Lady: Hello is this Noah Beck?
Noah: Yes this is him
Lady: Hi! The other day you called the hospital to have your baby sent to us
Noah: oh uh yeah.. What's up?
Lady: Well they are here, and I was wondering how would you like this to happen?
(They keep talking for 20 minutes)
Lady: Ok! I will have it shipped to you in a few days
Noah: Thank you so much
Lady: Of course!
(They end the call)