A month later
Dixies POV:
Today marks one month since my parents death. Me and charli are still hurting a lot,
One thing that hurts the most is that in my dads voice mail he told me to get married, make a family..What if I can't make a family?...
In the past when my ex boyfriend hurt me which made me loose the baby, that made me at a 50% percent chance to be able to get pregnant and have a healthy baby and a good pregnancy, now because of another miscarriage I'm at a 23% chance of getting pregnant, and having a healthy pregnancy and baby. It hurts my heart. If I got pregnant I would have to take medicine to help the baby and me. I just wanna make my parents proud. Even though Noah says that they were very proud of me I feel like a failed them, I don't know.
And I can't believe I'm saying this but I wanna get pregnant again. I know it's gonna be hard. I know it's gonna be painful. But...I can't help it, I really want a baby...Noah's POV:
It's been one month since Mr and Mrs D'Amelio passed away, It's 9:00 am in the morning and me and Dixie are both awake, just in our own thoughts, "Hey baby since your gaining weight maybe you can get your tube removed" I said trying to cheer her up, she just nodded. "So...You know how your parents got cremated?" I asked, she nodded again.
"I was wondering if you wanted to spread there ashes somewhere?" I asked again. "That...that sounds nice" she said turning her head to look at me, "would you want them separate or together?" "Together" she answered instantly,
"Well I was wondering...since the baby is up at the cabin..what if we spread them there?...We could bring charli and we could kind of have a memorial, play music they loved and celebrate there life, then we could spread them..What do you think" I said, "That sounds perfect" she said looking at me while tearing up, I kissed her forehead, we cuddled for about an hour until suddenly there was a knock at the door to our bedroom, I opened it and charli was there,
"Come on in" I said getting out of the way,
(Me and Dixie got dressed by the way)
"I was just wondering if you guys wanted to do anything today?" She asked looking at me and Dixie, "well char actually Noah had a really good idea" Dixie said, Dixie told her the plan and charli loved it, "how about we leave tonight?" I asked, there eyes both widened, "babe it's a long drive" dixie said,
"You guys can sleep I'll drive the whole way" I said smiling, they looked at each other and nodded, they both started packing, I helped Dix pack then I packed my bag, I was on my phone standing up when suddenly dixie hugged me, "what's this for?" I asked,
"I love you..I really really appreciate you Noah...You do so much for me and without you I...I'd be lost, hell I probably wouldn't even be here anymore. Your the reason I'm here and I will forever be grateful for you Noah" she said tearing up, "You've been through hell Dixie, And you don't deserve it, I love you so much and I will always care and love you, even if I annoy you your gonna have to deal with it" I said smiling, she smiled back and kissed me.
"There is something I wanna tell you" she said looking serious, "what's up?" I asked,
"I wanna try for a baby" she said.Dixies POV:
He looked kinda shocked, I was worried.
What if he didn't wanna try again, what if he breaks up with me?? I stood there waiting for a response, "I'm sorry that was stupid I shouldn't have said-" Yes" was all he said while cutting me off, "Dixie...I would love to try and have another baby" he said lightly smiling, "it's up to you, it's your body...but I know for a fact I wanna have kids with you so yes I would love to try again" he said, I didn't even notice but I was tearing up, I just hugged him. "Shall we get going?" He asked, I nodded while smiling, We grabbed our stuff and went out to the car, charli got in the backseat and I got on the passenger seat, We had to pick up my parents ashes, it took us so long to get them because it took a while to find there bodies after the crash, we picked them up and didn't have any other room until he car so we had to have the ashes on our laps, they were in boxes though, charli had my mom and I had my dad, we cried for a while. Noah was very supportive and kept telling us how happy and proud they would be of us, I don't know what I would do without him. After a while me and charli fell asleep with the boxes still in our laps, once I woke up I recognized where we were, I woke charli up and about 15 minutes later we were at the cabin.
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RomanceDixie has trust issues after being abused by her ex boyfriend. And she struggles with Anxiety and Depression. Being famous online does not make life easy. She also get's bullied a lot in school. But then a young man named Noah beck comes into her...