I'm Yours/ Doah Story

Doctors and baby

Dixie's POV:
"Hello Mrs D'Amelio" a doctor says as she walkes in, "hi.." I say back, "ok we looked at some of your paperwork and we heard that you've been struggling eating?" she asked, "um yeah..." I said embarrassed, Noah grabbed my hand and kissed it trying to get me to relax because I was really tense, "ok and we also heard you've been self harming?" she asked, "yes..." I said. I was so embarrassed, "ok so we are gonna up your dosage on meds and unfortunately you've gotten so skinny to where we are gonna have too put a tube in your nose, down your throat and into your stomach so that way you can get food in your system" she told me, I was trying my absolute hardest to hold back tears. One or two dripped down my face and Noah wiped them, "o-ok thanks." I said, she left going to get the tube and stuff prepared, "baby I promise it's gonna be ok" Noah told me, "I'm just scared...im gonna get bullied and-" Noah cut me off, "baby I don't want you reading your comments anymore, it hurts my heart seeing you in pain" he said, I just nodded
(10 minutes later)
Noah's POV:
The doctor came in with the tube, I was honestly scared for Dixie, "ok Dixie this is gonna go in your nose and your gonna need to swallow ok?" the doctor said, "o-ok" Dixie said, I could tell she was nervous, "it's gonna be ok baby" I said grabbing her hand, "squeeze my hand if it hurts" I told her, I gave her one of my hands I then rubbed her head with my other. "Ok Dixie 3 2 1" the doctor started putting the tube in her nose and shoving it down her throat, Dixie coughed and gagged and squeezed my hand tight, "great job baby your almost done, your almost done" I said to her, I wanted to cry seeing her gagging and coughing, finally the doctor got the tube all the way in and Dixie just coughed a little more, "great job Dixie" the doctor said, "ok so when it's breakfast time, lunch and dinner your gonna hook your tube up to some tubed food which we are gonna provide you and then it's gonna go through the tube and into your stomach" the doctor said, Dixie just kept nodding, she just wanted to go home, we got the tubed food and left the hospital, in the car Dixie just started sobbing, "I'm so ugly with t-this thing in m-me...i fucking did this to myself and now I look ugly" Dixie said, I put my hand on her thigh. "Baby the tube is gonna help you, and your so beautiful, you know I love you so so so much right?" I ask, Dixie slowly nodded her head, "I love you so much Dixie and your my world, I'm gonna be here to help you get better" I said, she started crying again but this time it was happy tears, "T-thank you baby" she said kissing my cheek
(A little while later they get home)
Noah's POV: We get home and go inside and lay down on the bed, Dixie looked really tired, "bub get some rest" I said, Dixie layed down but kept squirming trying to get comfortable, "you ok baby" I asked, "I can't get comfy with this stupid tube!" she said sounding irritated, "oh I'm sorry bub, I know you like laying on your stomach but I think you might have to sleep on your back" I said, she laid on her back and just looked up at the ceiling, "whatcha thinking about bub?" I asked, "just life.... I'm scared Noah..." she told me, "baby I'm scared too, but this tube is gonna help, we got your meds, your gonna get better and if you let me help you this will never happen again" I told her, "ok... I can't really move but can we cuddle?" she asked, "of course bub" I moved closer to her and she put her head in the crook of my neck and I put one arm around her and rubbed the side of her head, and then rested the other one on her stomach, she smiled, "why are you smiling" I asked with a smile on my own face, "I don't know why but whenever you put your hand on my stomach it just makes me happy" she said, "well maybe one day there will be a baby in there" I said smiling, she giggled, I know that she loved talking about our future. We kept talking and then about 10 minutes later she fell asleep, Looking at her peacefully sleep makes me realize how lucky I am to have her, I don't care about her weight, I don't care about the tube or her mental health, I love her so much. I kissed her for head and fell asleep about 5 minutes later.
The next day
Dixie's POV:
I woke up and looked over at Noah. He was peacefully asleep. I was thinking about last night and how we were talking about our future. It's so fun, I love it. About 10 minutes later sleeping beauty over here woke up, "morning baby" he said, "hi" I said, "you ready for breakfast?" he asked, "yeah.." I said, he got up and grabbed some of the tube food. And hooked it up to my tube, "ok baby 3 2 1" he hooked it up and I watched it go through the tube and into my nose, I wanted to cry. "Baby it's ok" he said, he rubbed my back and told me that everything will be ok.
(A couple hours later it's night)
Dixie's POV:
"Babe?" I asked, "yeah baby?" he said, I started making out with him, and he made out with me back, he pulled away and said, "babe what are you doing?". "Noah I want you to be my first time" I said, his eyes widened, "baby... I want you to be my first time too, but I don't wanna take that from you, I want you to be ready" he said, "I'm ready I promise" I said, he picked me up and brought me into the bedroom, he kissed me being gentle, he went down to my neck and sucked on it, "you ok baby?" he asked, "Mhm" was all I could get out, I was a little worried because I have never done this and I don't know much about it, Noah gave me a look and I nodded, he took my shirt off and kissed my collar bone and went down my chest, he gave me another look and I nodded, he un clipped my bra and I put my hands over my breasts, "you ok baby?" he asked, "y-yeah I'm just nervous" I said, "bub we don't have to do this we can stop" he said, "no I want this" I slowly slid my hands down revealing my bare chest, Noah kissed my breasts which made me moan, he kissed down my stomach and got to my pant line, he looked up at me and I nodded, he slowly took my pants off, he also took off his shirt and his pants. I could see his dick through his under where and he was hard, he kissed my thighs and then got to my under where," baby are you 100% percent sure?" he asked," y-yes" I said, he took off my under where and started lightly kissing my folds, he rubbed my clit with his thumb which made me arch my back and moan, it felt so good, he then started eating me out, I was a moaning mess, he took off his under where and got ready to enter me, he looked at me, "ok baby since this is your first time I'm gonna go slow, it's probably gonna hurt at first ok?" he said, "o-ok" I said, he slowly slid his tip in which made me moan, he then slid half of it in which hurt, I put my hand on his stomach signaling him to stop, I winced in pain. "Take your time baby, we can always stop" he said, I moved around and then pulled my hand off his stomach, he slid the rest of him in and I winced loud in pain, it hurt, "baby it might hurt but trust me ok?" he said, I nodded at him, he slowly started thrusting in and out and it hurt, but about 10 seconds later it turned into pleasure and I started moaning, "g-go faster please" I moaned out, "ok baby" he said starting to go faster, I was a moaning mess and I suddenly got a weird feeling in my stomach and I didn't know what it was "b-baby I have a weird f-feeling in my s-stomach" I said barely even able to get words out. "Ok bub you probably need to cum just relax and release" he said, I did what he said and I felt a relief. We kept going for 30 minutes, "b-babe I think I'm done" I said, he pulled out and cumed on my stomach, "oh I'm sorry baby" he said, "i-its ok can we get in the s-shower?" I said, "sure baby" he picked me up and brought me into the bathroom, I peed which hurt a little then we got in the shower, he had to kinda hold me because my legs were shaking, we got out of the shower and got in bed bare naked, I layed on my back because of my tube and looked at the ceiling, "do you regret it?" he asked, "no not at all, your the only person I would wanna do that with and I'm glad that you were my first" I said honestly, "I'm happy your happy baby" he said. I fell asleep about 10 minutes later. I had just lost my virginity. But with a man I loved.

The next day.
Noah's POV:
I woke up to the sound of vomiting, I ran into the bathroom and saw Dixie throwing up. I held her hair back and rubbed her back, throwing up messed with her tube so that was irritated. "Babe?..." Dixie said, "yeah?" I said, "D-did we use protection last night..." she asked, my eyes widened, WE DIDN'T FUCKING USE PROTECTION!! HER FIRST TIME AND I MIGHT HAVE GOT HER PREGNANT!! IDIOT!! "N-no babe we didn't" I said, she started freaking out. I wanted to freak out with her but I just wanted to stay calm for her. "N-noah I'm 19, I can't have a baby I can't..." she said. I felt so bad for her. "Baby you need to take a test" I said, she nodded, we both got dressed real quick then she went into the bathroom grabbed a test from under the sink. I left the bathroom and she took the test. Waiting outside the door took felt like eternity, she eventually opened the door and she was crying, "what are the results babe?" I asked her, "we have to wait 3 minutes..." she said. We just sat on her bed waiting for the timer to go off. Dixie just cried into my chest, scared out of her mind. I felt so bad. Her first time doing it... And I forgot protection.. I'm the worst boyfriend ever. The timer went off and we went into the bathroom. "Noah if I'm pregnant a-are you gonna leave m-me?.." she asked. "Baby no, if you are I'm gonna stick by your side I swear" I said. "A-and if I want an abortion..." she asked, that kinda broke my heart, no I'm not ready for a baby but that doesn't mean I wanna get rid of it, but it's her body so it's her choice, "baby if that's what you want. I understand and I will support you" I said. "Ok... 3 2 1" she flipped the test over and we saw...