I Choose to LOVE YOU Lisa G!P

Chapter 32

Jennie's Pov.

When I opened my eyes I noticed that I was in an unfamiliar room, I knew I was in the hospital.

I was rubbing my eyes when suddenly the memory of what happened last night came back.

I was very scared when I remembered the pain in my stomach and blood coming out of me, I touched my tummy and I was terrified when I couldn't feel my baby bump.

I restrained myself from thinking negative things, I looked at my tummy and my baby bump is gone.

I was shaking but I didn't want to think that something bad had happened to my son.

Rosie came in front of me, i didn't notice that she was here, I looked at her while praying that the information she  was about to say was not as bad as I thought.

Rosie's Pov.

Jennie is looking at me with lots of hope, I didn't know how to tell her that she lost her baby without her being hurt.

I know that she is having a hard time with her family situation now, that she is struggling emotionally.

I know that it will really break her when she knows that she lost her child.

"Jennie, Lj was here earlier but I sent her home with Jisoo." I don't know why those words came out of my mouth when I approached her,
maybe because i'm so nervous and I don't know what to say.

"Rosie, is my baby has come out already? Why is my baby bump gone? Where is he? I want to see him." Jennie said casually.

I know she already has an idea of   what had happened, but she is forcing herself that what she has in mind  was wrong.

I couldn’t help myself to shed tears as I held her hand tightly.

"Jennie, I'm sorry , the doctor tried their best to save the baby But." I don't know how to finish the word i am about to say because I couldn't stop myself  from crying.

To my surprise Jennie suddenly let out a nervous  laugh.

"Come on Rosie, in my situation now, you still manage to make  jokes like that? The next time you make jokes, choose the funny one. Let's go to my baby Lucas. I want to see him. did they incubate him? he's not supposed to come out yet so I'm sure he's in the incubator right now " she said as she tried to get up on her bed. I stopped her and she looked at me.

" Lucas didn't make it, that's the truth." My heart is breaking to see her like this.

She lay back to bed and let out a weak smile.

She still tries to be strong even though I know she can no longer handle the pain she feels.

"Please Jennie, it's ok to be weak sometimes, you're only hurting yourself more. Your son is gone, Jennie, I know it's hard but you have to accept it." I cried.

I could see her tears drop as she played with her finger like a child.

"What did I do wrong to make all this happen to me Rosie? Am I that bad person for me to be  punished  like this?"   she hugged me.

" just cry Jennie, you have to let it all out." I told her as I caressed her back.

She broke away from the hug and held my hand.

"Is Lisa mad at me because I lost our baby? Does she know already?" she said in  panic.

I was surprised by what she said, does she love Lisa that  much even though Lisa, is the reason for everything she still thought that Lisa would be mad with her?

"Jennie wake up from your stupidity. Lisa doesn't care about you and your children. She is the reason why your child died, except for the fact that your wife is not a saint." I was so annoyed that i suddenly raised my voice .

She looked at me with a frown.

I was taken aback when she suddenly fell silent and did not say a word.

She just stared at the emptiness as if she hadn't heard anything I was saying. I'm afraid of what might happen, I'm afraid that Jennie's situation will lead her to depression.

In all situations she  thinks that she is the one that always made mistakes, and now all of a sudden she was stunned and didn't want to talk anymore.

I want to punch  Lisa right now, because of what's happening to Jennie, but I have no right to do that.

I wanted to call Jennie's parents to let them know what happened but she stopped me.

Even though that's what happened to her, she still wants to protect Lisa.

I want to scold her to wake her up to the fact that she doesn't have to cling to a relationship just to give her child a complete family.

I want to tell her that she's stupid for protecting her wife just to maintain their relationship even though it's longer healthy.

But what can I do, I am not in her situation to judge her decisions, whatever her reason for staying in their disgusting relationship, I respect that, but I hope she can also think and feel sorry for herself because I'm the one who's tired of her situation.

Jisoo's Pov.

After I took Lj home, I immediately went to the Company to confront Lisa.

I didn't interfere at first even though I knew what she was doing to her family was wrong, but I could no longer bear my anger because of the miscarriage of her wife.

I violently entered her office not minding all the employees might witness how angry i am.

I saw her drinking whiskey not thinking that her wife was in the hospital.

I approached her and punched her in the face. I don't care if I lose my job because all I want now is to punch her.

"You're so stupid Lisa, you're an intelligent woman, but you just put your brain in your testicles. Your wife is in the hospital for God sake, your  son just died. Your son, do you understand that? But you're here, drinking as if you don't care about them." I shouted at her, she looked at me and I let out a bitter smirk when I saw that she was affected by what I said.

"Can you just kill me Jisoo? because that's what suits, to the idiot like me."

"You are the worst person i have ever met, in my entire life, lisa. You know what, one day you'll regret everything. Mark my word." I told her while pointing my index finger at her face and I left her.