I Choose to LOVE YOU Lisa G!P

Chapter 33

Third person's Pov.

Two days after the incident, the doctor agreed to let Jennie go home.

Since the day that Jennie talked to Rosie, her behavior has changed, she's always out of her mind, there's no reaction on her face she doesn't care what's going on around her.

When her daughter talks to her, she just smiles but she doesn't answer on the other hand Lisa always panics not knowing what to do every time she sees her wife.

When they arrived home, Jennie went directly to their room while Lj, was taken by Rosie with her to distract her  from the things that she shouldn't think about.

Rosie was worried about the emotional health of the little  girl, she's always crying when she sees her mother was not in her usual self.

Jennie's Pov.

When I entered the room I immediately closed the door and locked it.

I started to shed my tears which I held back for two days. I chose not to speak because I knew I would just cry and I didn't want them to see me cry.

It was so painful for me to lose my child. When I saw my son lifeless, I felt like I just wanted to die.

I felt like I had no reason to live, but when I saw my daughter, I felt a little energy flowing through my body  that thought that my daughter needed me.

I still need to live because of her.

I'm very tired.

I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of thinking.

Every time i see Lisa, i feel all the pain is coming back.

The image of my daughter crying and the image of my lifeless son are in my mind.

I want to hurt her, I want to give back all the pain she made us feel.

I want her to suffer for everything she did to us, but i can't.

Tell me I'm stupid but I can't do that to her, despite everything  I know that I will also be hurt when I see her hurt.

Tell me I'm stupid but I still love her.

I love her but I'm hurting, I'm hurting to the point that I want to give her up.

but i know that Lj will be even more hurt if she finds out that we will stay away from her dada.

Even if Lisa ignores her, I can still see the joy in her eyes every time she sees Lisa come home.

It's so hard to decide if I'm worried about someone else.

As I sat on the floor leaning on the bed while sobbing in tears when I noticed something stuck under the mattress.

I looked at it and I saw an envelope. I wiped away my tears before I looked at the paper inside  .

Lisa's Pov.

When Jisoo came out of my office door, i violently threw the glass filled with whiskey out of guilt and I ran my hand through my hair while screaming in tears.

My conscience was eating me up at what had happened to Jennie and the child she was carrying.

I knew I was to blame for everything that had happened to her, but what could I do. She betrayed me.

Lisa I will only ask you one thing . if you have the child's DNA and you match, I promise I will accept Jennie and the child with all my heart, if it's true that she's your child, you shouldn't be afraid of the result of DNA Lisa, I just want to be sure.