Ferris Wheels

chapter six

*in spongebob squarepants narrator voice* six months later.

Tobias pov

It's been six months since I left on a mission to kill Tris' brother. She probably doesn't want me to come back. I have finally killed Caleb and his assosiates. I change into my black clothes after removing the tattoo remover and the hair dye. I walk out and walk towards the trains. I jump on and ride to dauntless. I jump out and walk in. I called Zeke so they know I'm coming home. I see them all except Tris. I look at the ground and they all hug me.

"Tori, I don't see why I have to be here." I hear her say and I look up. I see her now shoulder length hair that is now back to blonde.

"Tris, I told you. He's right there. He's back. Go be happy." Tori says and I walk towards them. Tris looks at me and walks away. I look at Tori and she sighs. She pulls me intp a hug and I hug her back.

"What's with her?" I ask and Tori pulls me towards her apartment. We walk in and I see Tris sitting on the couch watching tv.

"Are you going to tell him what happened or do I?" She asks Tris and Tris looks at me.

"You tell him. I hate telling stories." She says and I sit down on the couch next to her. She gets up and walks out. I sigh and Tori sits next to me.

"Well you should know what happened after you left." Tori says and I look at her. "Tris was suicidal for a few days. The day you actually left I don't know what happened before I heard the shoot but I showed up and saw her holding a gun to her head. She threatened to pull the trigger. I took it away from her. The next day she went on a walk and if Zeke wasn't walking by the chasm at the time she would have jumped. The third day she actually took to many pills and almost died. After recovering from that she's been anorexic since then. That's why she is so tiny and pale." Tori explains and I gasp. Tris has tried to kill herself twice then hasn't eaten much now. What did I do?

"Do you know where I can find her?" I ask and she shakes her head. I nod and leave. I go to the control room and turn on the cameras. I see Tris standing on our rock with her head down. I walk out and walk towards our spot. When I get there I see her standing there with her thin arms wrapped around her chest. I walk slowly up to her and she hears me.

"What do you want Four?" She asks and she turns towards me. She was wearing makeup earlier to look normal in the face. It's wiped off. Her cheek bones protrude out of her face. I walk towards her and pull her gently into my arms scared I might break her.

"I'm so sorry. It had to be done." I say and she tries to push me away.

"Just leave me alone." She says and gets out of my loose grip. She walks away and I watch her. It's almost lunch. I walk to the cafeteria and get food. I see my friends and Tris sitting at a table. I walk over and sit the farthest from Tris. Everyone looks at us and I sigh. I look at her plate and see an apple. How can she even live like that. She is starving herself for some reason.

"So, Tris, how is life?" I ask trying to make conversation.

"It fucking sucks. Now leave me alone or I will pull out a gun." She says and the group looks terrified. Tori, who is sitting next to Tris, puts her hand on her small shoulder.

"Tris, we talked about this. Now say it with me." Tori says and Tris sighs. "No violence. We only talk out our problems." They say together and I get up. I grab my tray and walk off. I walk to my apartment and lock myself inside. I hear people banging on my door.

"WHAT?!?" I yell opening the door to see my friends. Except Tris.

"Dude, we don't need two depressed people on our hands. We need none. So go find Tris and make up. Like seriously you two need to get your shit together." Zeke says and I sigh. I close my door and change into to sweatpants and a hoodie. I pull on my shoes and walk to the chasm. I walk down the hidden pathway to the bottom. I find a nice place where I can lean against rocks. I close my eyes and fall alseep. I hear someone moving and I open my eyes. I see Tris sitting down next to me.

"Hey." I say and she looks at me. I see tears falling down her cheeks. I open my arms towards her and she crawls into them.

"I'm so sorry." She says and I just hold her close to me.

"Tris. Why?" I ask and she is shaking. I feel her boney arms cling to my abdomen. I sigh and hide my face in her hair. I stand up with her in my arms and walk to my apartment. I unlock it and sit on the couch with her in my lap.

"I'm so sorry. I did it because I was sad. I had so many emotions running through me. I lost so much muscle and weight after I became anorexic. Someone kidnapped me for a month. They raped me everyday. Zeke and Will found me. I was so scared." She says and I put her next to me. She looks at me and cries. I see the ring I bought her on her thumb.

"Why is your ring on your thumb?" I ask and she looks down.

"My fingers got to small." She says and I frown at her.

"Please eat." I say and she looks at me.

"I will. Can you make me some soup?" She asks and I nod. I get up and walk to the kitchen.

Tris pov

Tobias walks into the kitchen and I follow him. I sit on the counter and watch him make me soup. When he finished he hands me a bowl and I smile at him. He is standing between my legs and eating soup out of his bowl. I eat silently. My stomach has never felt this full after he left.

"You promise to eat?" He asks and I nod. I finish three bowls of soup and he laughs. I get sleepy and lean against him.

"I'm sorry." I say and he looks at me.

"Tris, you have nothing to be sorry for." He says and I close my eyes.

Tobias pov

I look down and see Tris asleep. I adjust her and pick her up. I walk to our room and lay her down on the bed. I take my shirt off and change into some shorts. I wrap my arms around Tris after I get under the covers and what she does is just so cute. She scoots closer to me and sighs.

"Good night Tris." I say and slip into sleep