Revisit

The move

Trinitys POV

I refused to talk the whole drive to Chicago. Dad was driving me while Harry Clearwater watched over jake. He was driving because I did have things I couldn't take in a plane. So the stops at gas stations and little food places. I didn't feel like talking so I put my headphones in and listened to music. On the way there I did get a few texts from different people.
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Rebel

🔥Rebel 🧸
"Hey firefly how's the trip?"

Me
"I refuse to talk to my dad, how's forks?"

🔥Rebel 🧸
"You know he's doing it for a reason, and forks is alright still"

Me
"That doesn't mean I can't be mad"

🔥Rebel🧸
"I didn't say you couldn't be mad, anyway I gotta go dinners ready"

Me
"Alright have fun Lahote"

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There was a few messages from jake and the rest of the guys. I closed my phone and listened to my music. After a while I thought maybe I should ask him why he's doing this. I pulled out my headphones and paused the music.

"Why are you sending me away?" I asked

He took a deep breath, but kept his eyes on the road.

"I thought not only would it be good change of pace, but scenery and maybe you'll find some friends that are female instead of ruff housing with the boys, but I think it's time you had another mother like figure to go to when you need help with something it's nice to have me and your brother along with the guys, but it's also so you can have time to breath and hopefully stay out of trouble" he said

"Yea I guess I could use time away from the guys, but I had Leah and sue Clearwater, they are family too, I know nothing about Tessa and Tony, what if they are mean to me, what if they don't like me" i said

"Anyone would be crazy not to love you Trinity, and if you have problems you can call me or jake" he said
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A few hours later

I must have fallen asleep because dad was now shaking me awake. We finally arrived at a medium sized house that was stunning. It had a double front door with lard glass windows. They had a small garden in the front yard and a backyard it seemed. It was a two story house, but it wasn't overly sized. I opened the car door and two people came out of the house.

"Billy it's nice to see you" a man said

"It's nice to see you to Tony" dad said

"You must be Trinity" I assumed Tessa said

"You probably don't remember us you were very young when we met last" Tony said

"No sorry I don't remember" I said

"That's alright, I'll show you to your room for the time being" Tessa said

"Let me grab a few bags first" i said walking back to the truck

I took a deep breath and grabbed the bags I wanted. I spun around and followed Tessa inside.

"I know I'm not your mom, but I also don't have any children and it's gonna well I hope it's going to work out for us because I've always wanted a kid" Tessa said

Yea hope so because the sooner I get to go home the better. I don't know part of me wishes I didn't act out. Like I said though, I can't not act out. It's like something inside me gets so irritated easily. I can't control it and that makes me think back to our tribes legends. Was I the one chance of a female shifter. I mean it felt like something is deep inside my body. The more angry I get and the more times I get angry.

The more surfaces, the higher it climes and soon it will break free. That makes me feel that the legends are true. I want them to be, do I want to be a shifter. Maybe I do maybe I don't, the stories of imprinting. The one thing my father explained it about it all. The way it sounded made it sound magical. Like gravity will no longer be holding you to the ground. They will be the ones holding you to the ground.

You will be anything they need, a friend, a lover a sibling if needed. I've always liked the fairytale idea of having a soulmate. That there is one person out in the world meant for you. I hope Jacob gets that chance hell I hope all the boys do. Was I even ready to phase if I was able to. Part of me found the thought thrilling, but the other half was terrified.  Although the woods and forest, nature always connected with me. I still wonder what it would be like to run through the trees.

To feel the breeze running through your fur it must feel amazing. I wonder if any of the boys will phase. I think Paul will for sure I can just tell.
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Two years of being away

"Can you be anymore of an asshole" I yelled as I punched the kid in the face

Pause your probably wondering how I got into this situation. Well let me explain for starters this kid was rude. I had been here for two years, two years and I was doing great. Of course there was the silent sarcasm and the side comments. I had grown accustomed to Tessa and Tony. Missed Jake and the boys of course that's for sure. Twelve I was currently twelve going on thirteen.

I had been able to manage my anger for a while, but this idiot. He had to go and let the beast out once more didn't he. I was originally fine with the small snickering here and there. Along with being called an outcast because I wasn't from here. Or the fact I was more tan then the other kids here. It wasn't until this kid decided to bring up my mom. I didn't know her well and that's mainly what pissed me off.
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A few minutes before the fight

"You know I wonder if trinity has any family that truly loves her" josh said

I ignored him at first because it didn't matter at the time. He was an asshole and hormonal near teenager.

"I mean look at her she lives with her aunt and uncle, ever wonder why, maybe she's the reason she has no mom" josh continued

"That's it asshole, you can talk about me and anyone else for that matter but don't you dare bring up my mother" I said grabbing his collar