Revisit

All she needs is time

Trinitys POV

As we were sitting down for lunch I heard him howl. I looked to billy and my wolf whined softly.

"Let's talk outside" he said and I nodded

When we got outside I sat down on a log and looked out.

"You phased" he said

"Yes, I got so angry at Paul and then he imprinted and it made me so angry because I was just getting close with embry and it pained me that he imprinted when he had put me through so much pain, but I just kissed embry pushing the fact Paul is my mate out of the way and do I feel bad sort of, but he hurt me dad and now I heard him howl in pain and it kills me" i said about to cry

"He's your mate Trinity, I get you will need time to calm down and figure things out, but this embry situation has to slow down, I get he might be upset in the beginning but he will understand" he said

"Yea but Im about to do the same exact thing sam did to Leah and I feel like an asshole now" I began to cry

"You don't have a choice on who you imprint with, the universe chooses for you, you should work things through with Paul, apologize to embry in advance and tell Paul about the kiss it will start the relationship off better" he said

"Gosh dad I feel like a total bitch for doing this to embry" i said

"I'll tell him you had to go talk to Sam, go find Paul Trinity and work things through"

I took a deep breath and nodded heading towards the woods. I jumped phasing mid air at the edge of the woods. I howled responding to Paul's howl. And I rushed off towards his scent contemplating what I was going to say. I kept them blocked until I wanted to speak just to Paul.

"We need to talk" i said

"I'm by the cliff" he said

I huffed put a breath and pushed against the dirt. It felt amazing under my paws and the wind pushing through my fur. I took the chance to actually admire the feeling of running through the woods. I reached the cliff in a split second, I phased back throwing the large shirt I brought. I walked out from behind the tree and he was still phased.

"Your wolf is pretty Paul" i said running my hand through his fur

I felt the sparks and it caused me to shiver and him to purr. He went behind a tree and phased throwing shorts on. When he came out he sat down on the log next to me. I took a deep breath and without looking at him I began to speak.

"Dad convinced me to come talk to you about everything" I said

"I'm glad he did" he said

"I've always had a crush on you, you know" I smiled softly

"I have felt a connection with you from the beginning as well" he said

"When I left knowing I wouldn't be able to see all of you guys everyday killed me, not seeing you pissed me off because I had put so much trust into what I thought was a brotherly love at first" i said taking a deep breath before continuing

"When I left I also planned on keeping in contact with all of you until I got back, when it was getting really hard I tried to push through it and after the first month I got better then months past and a year flew by with less and less messages from you at the time I didn't know you phased which now I understand a little more with the secrecy, but then after two years by then I had been out of trouble and had amazing grades" I took a deep breath and whipped a tear from my cheek

"Hey it's alright I'm here now and I know it's gonna take time to work through everything and for you to forgive me, but I want you to know I truly never meant to hurt you and if I had the chance to change what I did I would have kept in touch and I will forever regret what I did" he said grabbing my hand

I decided to continue with my story after he said that.

"I had gone to school and I was doing good there was this kid who picked on everyone, but when I got there I let him pick on me and normally ignored him, but one day he brought up my mom and I told him if he wanted to fight to hit me so he did and after that I didn't stop ended up putting him in the hospital that's when the anger that I suppressed for so long came back, I called you because I was freaking out and I didn't know how to control it, but you had ignored me for so long I doubted you'd answer and when you didn't it just pissed me off even more and I broke down, I slowly blocked everyone out because I felt betrayed like you didn't want to help me, if I had known what I do now I might have acted differently" I was crying silently now
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Paul's POV

Gosh I didn't know it was this bad that kills me.

"After that day I did whatever and I let the anger take control of my actions, the day before I came home I had been out with friends, we got so high I couldn't control my actions" she said

I made her turn to drugs just fucking great what did I do to you love. I made sure to block the pack from my thoughts. That included Trinity at the moment for now, but I didn't say anything and I just let her continue.

"We went into this store with the owner I didn't like to begin with and I looked him right in the eyes as I knocked his shelves over and broke shit, he called the cops and we were all arrested, but when the cop got overly aggressive I snapped at him and that got me into more trouble, it wasn't until I was shoved into the back of the cop car that I realized what I had done, for the first time I registered and regretted my actions, then I came home and here we are, I had told myself I wouldn't talk to you because I was just so angry, and I pushed my thoughts for you aside and saw embry, but then you imprinted" she said

Oh no what did she do, she has that tone of voice. Stay calm Paul just keep calm it isn't that bad.