Revisit

Time

Paul's POV

I wanted to kill Jacob, this isn't the first time he's hurt my mate. Not only that but his sister and more so his twin. I get he's heartbroken, but she tried to warn him numerous times. He didn't seem to care and now he's gone. She's in my arms crying every damn night. She's moved into my place the other day. We were staying at my place to begin with since she turned eighteen.

That's what made it worse Jacob had the ability to run off. It's not like billy could send a search party for a lost sixteen year old. No Jacob was now eighteen and a legal adult. So we all just had to wait for his return and for her to heal.
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Trinity's POV

I hurt, I hurt all over, I couldn't feel, I couldn't smell, nor could I hear Jacob anymore. Eating was hard when I almost threw everything back up. Sometimes when going to sleep lately I grab paul tighter. Just to make sure he's actually there and hasn't left me. I was doing terribly and I hated putting paul through pain like this.
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Three weeks into Jacob being gone

Today I had enough, had enough of moping around. Had enough of crying and being sad all the time. So I woke up before paul like I've been doing lately. Since the nightmares took place, I got into the shower. Then when I got out I did my hair for the first time in weeks. Instead of putting it up because I was lazy. I combed it, then straightened it as well. I put on a cute outfit and pulled paul out of bed.

I looked down at a growling paul. I had a big smile on my face and he finally opened his eyes.

"Who the FUC....." he stopped when he saw me smiling

"Sweetheart" he smiled softly

"Come on lazy let's go to the beach" i smiled

"Do I have trinity back?" He smiled

"Yep now let's see what the packs doing and go have fun" i smiled and rushed downstairs
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Paul's POV

Finally after three weeks of pouting I have my happy smiley girl back. I waisted no time because I didn't know how long this would last. So I got dressed and headed downstairs after her.

"Baby come on your slow" she whined dragging me to Emily's

She burst through the doors and everyone stopped.

"I'm back bitches and we're going to the beach" she yelled

"Fuck yeah" Jared said

"Let's go Seth" leah said

"Finally" embry whined

"Emmmmily" trinity smirked
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Trinitys POV

I walked over to Emily and leaned into her ear.

"Wear the red one you bought two days ago" i whispered

"How did you know about that?" She asked shocked

"I might have been pouting but I didn't forget my surroundings" i smirked

"I'll put it on ok" she grinned

"What is that look for?" Paul asked

"Nothing let's go" i smiled

For three weeks I've been down and pouty because of jake. He disappeared and hasn't returned yet. I decided it was time to stop pouting and try and push forward. If he comes back or when he comes back then he does. I can hate what he did and I can hate that he blocked me out. That won't change anything, it will only kill me inside. So we got out of the house and headed for the beach.

Jared, sam and paul were passing a soccer ball back and fourth. Leah, Embry and Seth were on some log talking. Me, Emily and Kim were hanging out talking. Quil was messing around with Clair his imprint. We were all just enjoying the company.
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Day of the wedding

I let Seth go with my dad instead because I couldn't. I couldn't be around those leeches not for a second. So me and the others were just chilling. More so doing patrol when I suddenly got a feeling. A feeling I haven't felt in a long time. Memories more so images flashed through my mind. I felt the bond reopen and the tie with my twin was connected again. I looked to paul who sensed Jakes arrival as well.

I knew he was close and I held onto paul for support. A month or two without him and he returns. What has he been up to I wouldn't know. I wanted to be angry for him leaving me like that. But it all washed away the second he walked through the door. I jumped up and pulled him into my arms and cried. He wrapped his arms around me and held me. I backed away sniffling and looked over him to make sure he wasn't hurt.

"Jacob please don't do that again" i said softly

"I'm sorry sis" he says and hugs me

"Welcome back jake" sam said

"I have to go do something" jake said

"Jacob" i said softly

"I have to jellybean" he says

"Ok" I nodded and walked back to paul

Not too long after Jacob left did we need to rush to his side.

"Are you crazy you'll kill her" Jacob growled

"Jacob it's not your choice" Bella said

Jake rushed forward but sam stopped him causing Jacob to growl.

"It will kill her sam" Jacob pleaded

"It's not our problem anymore" sam said

Jacob rushed off while bumping into sam with tears in his eyes. I looked at Bella with a sad expression for once I didn't hate her. I didn't like her not gonna lie, but I didn't want to watch anyone die. And if jake cares so much for the girl, I feel bad. I looked at Edward and pleaded with my eyes. Tell her I'm sorry and that I wish things were different. I watched him nod and I walked off with the pack.
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A few weeks later

They left for their honey moon and Jacob had been fixing bikes and being pouty. I don't blame him Bella could be dead we haven't heard from them. Not that I really know what to say, but I hate to see him so sad now.