Revisit

Explaining the issue

The next day

Paul's POV

"She won't want to see you Paul, she sounded so angry when I saw her" sam said

"I need to see her and explain, she didn't know I phased and pushed her away for that reason" I said

"That won't matter to her Paul she's changed dramatically and you'll tell the second you see her" sam said

"I have to see her sam" I argued

"She's changed her appearance, she's got blue streaks, a nose piercing, god only knows how she got it" sam said

"What" i said softly shocked

"Yea she truly went off the rails, when I got there she had thrown a vase at her aunt and uncle before I got inside, she broke a ton of stuff in her room, she didn't explain entirely what she went though but I'm sure she'll tell someone" sam said

I truly fucked up, I would be surprised if she ever forgave me. I broke her and that's not what I intended to happen. I want to see her and try and work things out. After what sam told me I doubt it will go well.
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Trinitys POV

The first thing I did when I woke up was shower. After showering and getting dressed I fixed my nose piercing. I went out of my room and into the kitchen. I grabbed an apple not wanting to eat too much right now. Then I immediately headed over to the Clearwater residence. Seth must have seen me walking towards the house. Considering before I could knock on the door he rushed outside.

"JELLYBEAN" he screamed

"Sethy bear" I said hugging him

"Bubbles is that you" Leah rushed out

"Yes in the flesh" i said letting go of Seth

"Oh god it's good to see you" she said hugging me

"We need to talk, will you walk to the beach with me?" I asked

"Yea let me tell my dad, Seth you stay here" she said

"Fine" he whined

"I'm staying forever Seth don't worry you can see me later" I smiled softly

"Okay" he smiled and ran back inside

"Alright let's go" Leah said walking with me

I took deep breaths this was going to get emotional. I couldn't tell her about phasing I knew that. It was a secret your supposed to keep unless one phased. Only because people might freak out and hunt us down.We walked in a comfortable silence all the way to the beach. Once we got there I found a log we could sit on.

"When I first left of course I was super upset about it all, but after the first month I pushed myself to do better, then a year passed and another year it flew by so quickly, I had good grades and I wasn't in any trouble, aside from the sarcastic comments" I smiled softly

"Yea you can't get rid of that" she chuckled

"Then this kid who had been picking on a lot of people, I took a lot of it until he brought up my mom, I couldn't contain myself after that and I put him in the hospital, I was so angry and I still am it got worse after that, I can't control it half the time" I took a deep breath

She grabbed my hand and rubbed circles to try and calm me. She looked at me telling me it was alright and to continue.

"I called Paul because he used to always help calm me down, but he stopped answering and the phone constantly went to voicemail, it got bad and I was crying on the phone begging for him to help, but he ignored every call and every text I sent, I stopped calling after I told him I hated him and he was basically the worse for ditching me the way he did" I was now crying

"Hey it's going to be alright you have me you don't need him" she whispered

"After that I slowly pushed everyone away, called less and less and didn't bother answering for you guys, I closed myself off and went to the troubled side of things, more fights, I went through three or four phones after throwing them, broke a lot of things and punched holes in my wall, I yelled and screamed at my aunt and uncle, I got into some drugs and got this piercing" i said pointing it out

"Hey it looks cool though" she tried lightening the mood

"It does doesn't it" i smiled softly but it faded quickly

"I yelled at teachers became mean and people stayed away from me, the day before I came home, I had been arrested for breaking into a store and trashing it, we were high off our asses that night as well but I didn't care, it wasn't until I was shoved into the back of the cop care that I registered and regretted my actions, I hate him and I will for a long time, I had such a big crush on him and I was so trusting towards him, but he broke that and without an explanation either, but it's ok in some ways because I'm gonna give embry a shot" i said

"You did have a crush on him too for a while didn't you" she smiled

"Yea and the whole time I was gone he never stopped checking up on me, even if I didn't respond he still tried and occasionally I'd respond because my focus grew on him" I said

"You did have a crush on him before Paul remember" she giggled

"Yea I remember giving him a flower and he didn't seem to care at the time, but I secretly watched him put it in his journal that moment made me smile" I said recalling the memory

"Or remember that time you tried flirting but it turned out terribly" she laughed

"Hey your not any better, I've gotten better trust me and I think and I hope it works well for me and embry" i smiled

"You take your shot I won't stop you not now not every I want to see you happy" she smiled

"Thanks so much muffin" i said leaning my head on her shoulder

"For what?" She asked

"For everything you have been doing and have done for me, I'm so grateful to have you" i said

"I would do anything for yo she smiled