Revisit

Safe places

Trinitys POV

If anyone would find me it was embry, I mean we had a secret code. If I made a circle mark on a tree or a rock it meant to follow. You typically had to pay close attention. Because within each circle is a F or a B. F for forward and B for backwards, this way we knew if we were headed in the right direction. Sometimes we would add arrows or little messages. It was always something me and only embry did together.

We made it up when we were eight because we got loss playing high and seek. Until we finally met in the middle after finding circles and stuff. So after that day we made our own code to find one another. Not only that but it also helped if we lost our way home. Now that I've phased I could easily find my way home. There was also this one special spot me and embry found together.

It was hidden nicely, but we always knew where to find it. You had to go through two trees that were arched in a way. Then move this bush branches slightly and on the other side. Well there was a perfect little dome like thing we'd hide in. I think we even left some things there to decorate. When I got there I phased back and lucky for me embry had left a shirt here.

I quickly threw it on and looked around the place. A blanket on the floor and a pillow and a messed up one. A few burnt out candles, a flashlight because the candles burn out on us. A water bottle that was nearly empty, some soda cans. Candy wrappers and chip wrappers left behind. A book or two that I had doubles of and decided to bring them. It wasn't extremely far from the houses. It was just enough distance away that if I hurried Paul couldn't find me.

Why because I also blocked my scent so he wouldn't follow. I wanted space and as I crawled to the blanket. Memories flashed through my head and I pulled my knees to my chest.

"Embry I'm so terribly sorry, god I screwed up and you hate me, Leah's gonna hate me Seth probably won't entirely understand and I'm going to go back to the dark while I only just crawled out of, I lost one of my best friends for a reason I can't entirely explain to, but how I wish you would have let me explain, god I'm such a fucking idiot" I growled and threw one of the books

I dropped back down and cried silently maybe a little louder then I thought. I didn't know what to do with myself and I can't go back right now. This place used to help us both calm down when we needed it most.

"I'm talking to myself as if your dead, gosh that's so stupid, but if you were here I just recalled the time when me and Jake had the biggest fight, I got so mad and it was over something silly, but he was my twin and it angered me so I ran here and after thirty minutes you showed up and we ended up laughing the anger away" I chuckled softly

"Oh yea I remember that jellybean" embrys voice broke me out of my thoughts
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Embrys POV

"Here this way" i said following the coded circles we had gotten to know so well

"Dude you sure?" Jacob asked

"Trust me, listen to your surroundings" i said stopping to listen

I heard slight sniffling and I knew we were getting closer. I took a deep breath and kept walking in the twists of where it was located. Once we got there I held my hand up and headed into the dome. When I got there I heard her talking as if I were here. She was recalling a memory we had in here when we were young.

"Oh yea I remember that jellybean" I said softly

She looked in my direction quickly and I could see the tears in her eyes. Gosh I'm an idiot, I just got so angry about what I saw.

"Emmy" she asked softly

"Yea once Jake told me you disappeared I knew where I could find you" i said sitting down in front of her

"Emmy I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that to you, but if you'd" she began

"No it's alright jellybean, I should have let you explain before I freaked out, Paul told me you were only talking I had just gotten so caught up in my anger that I pushed it aside and for that I'm sorry" I said looking down
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Trinitys POV

I was beyond shocked, it was my fault more than his. Yet he was apologizing for not letting me explain. What do I tell him now, how do I tell him I can't be with him. That I'm bound to Paul by a wolf imprint. He can't know about shifters until he phases and that's gonna be difficult. Although I know Leah will understand then too. When she phases or if she phases or gets imprinted on.

Then she will understand why sam did what he did. He didn't want to hurt her, but he found his mate. So he had to leave Leah and be with Emily or he wouldn't be happy. He would be in pain and most likely die. Oh Emmy how I wish I could tell you everything.

"Emmy, I just don't want you to hate me, I want to be your friend, and I'm not in a relationship with Paul right now, we are working through the pain he caused, but I can't lose your friendship I don't know what i would do" I said

"I just want you to be happy jellybean, I don't want to be mad if you end up with Paul, and maybe someday I'll find someone myself, but I won't ditch our friendship because you want to work through things with Paul, I know that if you need anything I'm here and your here for me, so I forgive you if you forgive me" he said

"Of course I forgive you idiot" I giggled and hugged him

"Ok now that your done can we go home please" I heard Jake's voice