The Story of Me.

Why Is The World As Crule As It Is?

What's new? I guess what is new is I met a friend. She started talking to me and we just hit of off. And it's one of my followers. poloobaby is my new friend. I talked to her for a couple of hours off of Pinterest. For those of you who don't know, it's a website for looking at things you'll never have or get to do!

I have stayed home with my darling family and fights have broken out like a fat kid picking up candy. So this weekend hasn't been fun for me. I know Ryan went by Luke's house because I sent Luke a message and Ryan responded. At the same time I was talking to Ryan I was watching a movie. The movie was called The Happening. It was so fucked up. Everyone was killing themselves because, who knows? I didn't get it. I got so confused at the movie.

I am sick and my nose is stuffed with snot. My mouth has been hurting on and off. It's been such a bitch. I wake up most mornings with my mouth in pain. My nose has been getting worse and it sucks ass. I wish it didn't hurt so much, but I guess I have to blame only myself.

I have been listening to Beatles music and I have always love The Beatles. The music they write has always stuck with me. I don't know why I am telling you people this, but I guess I am writing my true thoughts. I know I shouldn't be posting this online, but it's too late by now. And if I do stop writing, people may worry about me.

Did you know I hate sneezing? Especially when your nose is full of snot to begin with. But I guess it could be worse. I could have hives again and be in extreme pain. And it was summer time when I had my hives. So the warmth was not good for hives. I sat inside for two weeks and crying most days. I cut all my friends off because I didn't want them worrying about me. Ryan tried to call a couple of times but I said I was having a bad day and then would lie to him about what was going on.

I know I shouldn't of, but it was for his mental sake. I hate it when I worry him.

Love is all you need in this world. Because if you don't have love, what do you have? Fear? Hatred? I don't want to be without love. I just want to have a world that there is no hate, but we all know that isn't going to happen. There is always going to be another war. There is always going to be a fight over something stupid. But that is how the world works. Money makes the world go round. Even if money is an evil thing. It makes the good filled with greed. And if one doesn't have money at one point in their life, they are bound to help others.

 Like The Beatles, "You can't buy me love."  You can only give off the feeling of love. But there is so many Beatles songs that decribe the feeling of something you have been through. I think most of them are like that.

If you ever need a pick-up for a mood, just listen to a Beatles song to make your day fill with sunshine.