Coming back

I'm Sorry

"I"

"Jon this probably shouldn't have happened and I know you know that. We both were just all caught up in everything. Coming back to the institute and seeing everyone. I think it just weirded both of us out. But you know what would happen if anyone found out? People would think your Sebastian and that you never lost your demon blood." I didn't get to finish because he cut me off.

"Clary I did lose my demon blood.But...I lost most of it not all." he looked at the ground.

"What? Did you just say not all of your demon blood is gone?"

He nods his head.

"Jon please tell me this is a dream" he looks back up at me and looks me in the eyes. 

"please tell me this is a dream. 1. I slept with my brother 2. You told me that you didn't have I'm any demon blood left. And now you say do." I say the last words slipping into a whisper.

"Clarissa I'm so sorry."

"Jon we need to stop this and I mean that"

I didn't wait for his respond I just walked out. I walked in the halls waiting to get to the kitchen. Waiting to find Jace. I finally got to the kitchen and didn't even have to step im because Jace was sitting outside the door.

"Hey" he looked up from the ground
"I got kicked out for being bad"

I chuckled and walked up to him and pulled his taller body to mine and hugged him hard. I put my head on his toned chest and listened to his steady heart beat.

"Clary who gave you that hickey?"

"Umm Jace I don't think it's really important"

Jon walked past us and looked at me and rolled his eyes. Jace saw him and pulled away from me and grabbed Jon's arm.

"What's your problem?" Jace asked aggressively. 

"Nothing" Jonathon sneered.

"Really cause you keep looking at Clary like she's something to eat"

Jon didn't say anything he just pulled his arm out of Jace's grip. Jon looked at me again and sent me a sad look.

"Clary what the fuck is going on"

"Jace you wanna know what's going on?" Jon asked Jace. His whole face twisting into a dark form.

"Jon don't! Don't you dare."
I looked at him desperately. Would he really do this? He wouldn't. He knows I would never forgive him. I could never forgive him.

"Clary, Jon one of you tell me what's going on!!" Jace yelled.

I could hear the whispers in the kitchen. They wouldn't come out now. They know better.

"Jace please let's just go back to our room."

"Clary" but I cut Jace off.

"Jace but don't you want to know what I was going to say?"

"STOP JON!!!!" I yell at him, and giving him a pleading look.

"Just stop......please"
He looked at her and teared up. he turned around and left.

Jace looked at me almost asking if I'm going to go after him. But I only pull his arm to out room.

We finally got to our room and I took now time at all. I looked at him and took my top off. His eyes grew wide.
I walked to him and push him up against the door.

He don't waist anytime he responds to my kiss aggressively kissing me back. This is one of the kisses that turn into sex and I'm okay with that Because we both obviously need it. Plus this time he can be the one to give me the hickey. 

The next morning

I wake up in bed next to Jace and look at him. "Jace" I whisper loud.

He turns his head and smiles at me.

"Last night was amazing my love"

"Yeah it was" I smile at him. Not a smile I have to force or fake a genuine smile, finally a real smile. 

Someone knocks on the door and opens it.

I pull the sheets to cover my chest. Izzy walks in and looks at both of us and smiles, but quickly the smile fades and she speaks up.

"Sorry to break up the love nest but we have something to show you."

I nodded my head and Jace and I got dressed. Soon we headed to the kitchen but no one was there, so we went to the library. Everyone was in there ; expect Jon. He's probably mad and pouting in his room.

"Clary so Magnus went to check on Jon and ask if he wants to eat but we wasn't there so Magnus walked in and everything was gone. He left a note I'm sorry Clary" Isabelle spoke.

I took the note from her and read it.

"I'm sorry.

But I'm back"

------Sebastian.