LokixFem!ReaderxBucky
IMPORTANT: A little message to those who may not have read the full description: You end up with one of them, not both.
This is my first book, so I'm sorry if it isn't that good.
THERE WILL BE TRIGGERS! Abuse, sexual assault, a...
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️: Mentions of rape! Extreme gore!
-Loki's POV-
I don't get much sleep at all. All I can do is think about Y/N and all the ways I could've saved her.
I reluctantly leave my room after I can't stand my hunger.
"Brother..." Thor greets me as I enter the kitchen, "A-Are you hungry?"
I stare at Thor for a minute before whispering, "...She would want me to eat."
Ms. Maximoff smiles gently at me as she hands me a plate she prepared for me. I nod gratefully and take it.
When I turn to go back to my room, I notice a picture of the whole team. My eyes immediately land on Y/N. She has the biggest smile on her face.
A sad and pained smile takes over my face, and a single tear runs down my face.
"She used to get happy at the smallest things, and it would always make me smile..." I whisper sorrowfully.
"I know you're sad, brother. I underst-"
I spin around, anger radiating off of me because of my ignorant brother's words.
"No!" I cut Thor off in a scream, "You don't understand! I'm missing my other half, I love-... I loved her." I scoff, "I finally knew what it was like to... to love someone, and she was my whole world! I wanted to grow old with her!"
I give a painful chuckle, "And I never told her I loved her... I was going to tell her, but now..." A few more tears fall down my face, "Now I'll never get to tell her..."
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I stay in her room as the days go by, and every single day that does, Y/N's room smells less and less of my beautiful angel. Her comforting smell is so hard to describe but so warm and welcoming. And now that it's fading, it makes everything worse. It saddens me that soon every part of her will be completely gone.
I only go downstairs when I need food. Now is one of those times.
As I head toward the kitchen through the common room, the team looks at me with reassuring smiles.
I can't even muster up enough strength to smile.
"Hey, you can talk to us. You can tell us what's wrong." Ms. Maximoff assures.
I can't help the next round of tears from spilling from my eyes, "I-I... I miss her. I miss her so much."
Thor walks over to me and hugs me. He eventually pulls away from the hug with a faint smile.
