𝐎𝐁𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 | binchan

05

"d-don't kill me! please, i'll do anything-"

but it was already too late, chan had already shot the man in the head. it was just another typical routine for him, it usually happens at night - where there was barely anyone there.

usually chan would have all of the fun before killing his victims but tonight just wasn't it. he didn't know what it was that doesn't give him the same amount of excitement and pleasure he'd normally get.

just what was it? that made it all feel so different? the fact that all he hear every night are the pleads and begs from his victims? was he starting to get bored of that now? just hearing the same repetitive thing over and over again.

it wasn't a lie that chan was starting to get a bit bored, he needed something else to add to the spice of excitement. he needed more than just going around, killing random people at night purely out of boredom and enjoyment.

he wanted more. and he wasn't gonna stop until he gets what he wants.

"so boring," chan mumbled to himself with soulless eyes, putting away his gun. as he walked away and leaving the poor body puddled with blood on the ground, chan shoved his hands in his pockets. "everyone just says the same thing all the time."

it wasn't until a certain person popped up inside chan's head, causing him to stop on track. changbin. chan took a few moments, just picturing changbin's beautiful and innocent smile, one that unknowingly lights up everything.

if he had to be real, ever since he'd met changbin, everything felt so different. way different to everything he'd experienced. just what was that feeling he couldn't help but feel? why was he feeling these peculiar emotions?

if going around killing a bunch of random people doesn't satisfy him as much, then what does? what will give him the pleasure and satisfaction he yearned for years? what really changed throughout these few days?

what was changbin doing to him? if chan knew the answer to that, he wouldn't be stumbling over his thoughts like this. there has to be something related to changbin that is the cause of the strange emotions he'd never felt before.

not only that, the moment he met changbin, he couldn't help but land his whole attention to him. ever since he first saw him in his class, he couldn't pry his eyes off him. no matter how hard he tried to - changbin was just too irresistible.

and before he knew it, he was just thinking non stop about the other. the way he'd smile widely at him, to the way he'd talk and act around him. chan had seen it all, how flustered and shy changbin would get whenever he talks to him.

changbin was indeed so adorable in every way, and chan loved everything about him. in fact, he wanted to see more of him; he wanted more of him. actually, scrap that. he only wants him to himself, he just want all of changbin already.

was this him falling in love? chan didn't know but he assumed it is, it has to be. after all, no one can tell him otherwise; chan's love for changbin was real. this was genuine love. and changbin was gonna like him by one way or the other.

only smiling widely to himself at the thoughts of claiming changbin all to himself, a certain idea popped up in his head. as he make his way back to the dorm, he instantly opened the door and grabbed onto his laptop without sparing any glances at felix.

it wasn't like felix mind anyways, this was actually something normal. and he figured whatever chan was doing, had something to do with this 'changbin' he'd been talking about for days straight without any rest.

immediately going onto instagram and going onto changbin's account, he then clicked on his following. while searching through the whole following list, his eyes soon landed on a particular name and smiled hysterically.