Healing Beneath The Moonlight

Chapter V; Separated.

A/N; This probably will be a long chapter. So I'm sorry about that. Either way, enjoy.

Trigger warning; mentions of blood.

It's been days since the incident happened. It's almost a week by now. It become quiet ever since. Daichi is keeping a distance from me. So does Hanako. The only person who still keep me in touch is Kunikida-sensei. And that made me feel horrible. 'What did I do wrong? Did I mess up something? Did I hurt their feelings? What's wrong with them keeping a distance with me?' I was lost in my thoughts when there's a knock on my door. My face lit up hoping to see Hanako or Daichi infront of my door but as soon as I got up and opened my door, it's none other than Miiko. I sighed and my expression turned into the emotionless, shine-less eyes, stoic expression.

"What do you want?" I asked her while glaring at her. I leaned on my door frame and crossed my arm waiting for her response. "You're taking too long. Don't waste my time." I spoke to break the uncomfortable silence and slammed the door right infront of her face causing her to jump. "Wait, Ryunosuke-senpai!! I was about to answer!!!" I heard her yelling and banging on my door causing a scene. "No. Leave." I spoke coldly. "NO!" She yelled even louder. I sighed with frustration and went to the door to open it. "Leave. Get out of my sight in instance. Don't show your face infront of me again. I'm fucking disgusted." I spoke to her and slammed my door again, now locking it from the inside. "I heard her saying a weak 'fine' and then walked away.

I stood there for a few minutes and then checked my phone to see no chat notificaion from Daichi or even Hanako. "Ugh goodness what did I do wrong to the both of you?!" I spoke frustratedly as I threw my phone across the room causing it to splat screen first onto the wall infront of me. My phone is stuck there for a good minute before it fell down. I ruffled my hair with full of anger and frustration before throwing myself onto my bed while still having the anger, frustration, sadness and the miserable feeling swishing around inside and let out a frustrated sigh before closing my eyes to sleep.

- Ryu's dream. Or should I say.. another Nightmare.

"Look at you. Weak as fuck. No wonder no one wanted to be your friend you butthead weasel Ryunosuke" I heard someone laughed so hard their voice isn't even audible. It was followed by many laughter and laughter. I can't even think straight. "Shitty Ryunosuke" someone mockingly spoke while throwing pebbles at my direction. I stood there without doing anything. Until one of them punched me so hard I ended up coughed out blood. They watched me coughing as pools of blood forming. They didn't do anything. Instead they hurt me even more and then left me all alone at the park.

I was laying on the grass. Weak. Hopeless. Worthless. Useless. A burden. A bad luck.

I stared off to space until I started loosing my consciousness. Last thing I heard was a woman screaming on top of her lung looking for help.

- Current situation, Ryu's awake.

I opened my eyes and my breathing wasn't steady. I had another nightmare. It was my childhood. I watched it unfold again. All of them. I hated them. I hated them from the bottom of my heart. I despise them. I gripped my bedsheet so hard my nails went through it and stabbed my palm. I immediately let go of the bedsheet and watched as my palm was bleeding a little. I got up and cleaned the blood but it won't stop. Turns out I accidentally stabbed right onto a blood vein. The one that made the blood gushing out fast. I went to unlock my room. I went out just to be greeted with weird stares and some was gossiping. I don't care about them and went straight to the infirmary.

At the infirmary, I didn't see Masako-san there. Good. I thought to myself. I went straight to the medkit to grab the red coloured medicine. And cleaned up the blood that was on my palm and once it's cleaned, I squeeze out a drop of the red medicine. I didn't really care about the pain. All I want is to know what I did wrong to Daichi and Hanako. I let the red medicine went sliding in my wound and I didn't flinch abit because of the pain. Once it's settled, I grabbed a bandage and wrapped it around my hand. I went out the infirmary and went straight back to my room not caring about today's class. I reached my room and went inside, locking the door again so no one can come in.