Poems I wish I could send you

Earring

Do you still have my earring

I guess it doesn't matter but do you remember how you laid on me at the beach because you were so exhausted from waking up at dawn to come see me

The drive is long and the beach is mediocre but you came for me

Do you remember how we kissed

So soft and yearning at the same time because it seemed like we waited our whole lives for a kiss like that

Do you still have my earring because I still have every memento and memory from you 

I remember how you never let go of my hand, not even once, not even when you needed to

How you seemed so genuine about wanting to spend our lives together in one of those fancy beach houses 

I still have your bear from the first time we met

Your dumb hat that I traded you a hug for 

All of your silly photos, years worth of them

You deleted all of my photos, our messages

You don't even talk to me anymore 

So I just want to know

Do you still have my earring