I haven't really been myself lately
When I wake up I don't wanna do anything
And when I get out of bed I don't do anything
I just kind of waste my time
It's funny because...
I have all this goals and ambitions...
But I just can't bring myself to accompany.
I am in so much pain
I overthink at night
I act happy during the day,
So I don't upset people.
I just feel alone right now,
and I dont care if you care or not.
I hate it.
I get attack by my anxiety.
Emotionally: I'm Done.
Mentally: I'm Drained.
Spiritually: I Feel Dead.
Physically: I smile.
I'm sorry if I can't update. I'm not totally in myself lately. Every night, I silently cried, I feel empty and I dont know the reason. I just know is I'm mentally ill'ed.
I hope y'all understand. Thank you.
I'm in a lot of Pain. I just need to go rest.
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