PULSE (JENLISA)

Chapter 7

"if i change my mind and agree to the surgery... Will you be the one to operate on me ?" I fully turned to see her reaction.

I admit that I am scared to do this surgery. I dont know if Im going to live after that but I trust Lisa if she's the one who operates me.

"Eh... Hmm don't be silly. That's not my decision to make... Im not incharge of you case" she said and smile lightly.

I know that she wants to help me also. Seeing in her eyes that she want to is melting me. I want her to operate me but how.

"Technically, even if you could ask for a different doctor... I dont see a reason why that would be necessary. I was about to reconsider too." She continuelly say.

"Aw... That's too bad." I dramatically say and turn around. Feeling dis appointed.

" I've heard... Thats doctors are constantly itching to operate, is that wrong ? Hm... Some doctors actually obsess like crazy over it, too." I put my thumb and index finger under my chin acting like Im thinking about it. But yah I heard that honestly. They say that other doctor is just like that.

"What about you ? Dont you want to be my heart surgeon ?" I smile wide and wiggle my eyebrows waiting for her reply.

"Well... You got the part about me enjoying operating right, at least. But I wouldn't go so low as to swipe some other doctors case from right under their nose, you know" oh yeah she's right. This doctor respecting other doctors duty. I think she's good at this.

"I am not addicted to cutting people open. You make it sound morbid" she said. Face bieng horrored.

Oh yeah it sounds creepy. I face palm in my mind seeing her expression. Shes's cute huh.

I turn again facing the window and put my right hand in glass. My thoughts are deep.

Im scared. I dont know if I am going to live or die. I just want to become happy and live normal like other.

"Ahhh... Okay then... Doctor Seulgi told me... I'll be free tomorrow" its better to go home and relax at my own room and bed. Im sick of this situation. Its kinda boring here at the hospital.

When Doctor Seulgi said that a while ago. I feel happy. Im out of this hospital.

"Thats good,then. Make sure to take care of your self at home." Is she care for me ? Her sounds just like that or I assume only.

If Im not this young Im gonna date this doctor I swear. Shes almost perfect huh. Tall, hot beautiful handsome, her brown eyes that if you see you will drawn by her gaze. Oh my what am I thinking.

Oh I have an idea. I faced her.

"Once I'm out of here, if you're not busy... Wanna try going out on a date with me" I cheerfully say to hide my tension.

Duh Im nervous. What if she declined it. This is my first time to ask someone to go in a date with me.

"Nah. I don't do dates." See. She declined my offer. I face palm in my mind and remembering the first day I saw her. Shes cold.

But whats her reason that she dont do dates. Maybe she had a past.

"Ooo... What is even up with you ? You really do have sense for relationships, doctor" I sounds like disappointed. Well her lost if she dont like me hahaha just kidding.

"Well, whatever. It doesn't have to be a date. We could always just have girls day out and eat or something" I suggest again. I want to know the real Her.