Ruslaan gripped his fist in frustration, and hurriedly put a t-shirt on his body which Tamanna already kept on the bed.
• Tamanna was feeling anxious now, till now Ruslaan has respected her privacy, her comfort, but now it seems he is getting desperate to get closer to her like a husband. She could feel the passion of loving her in his hoarse tone, and even his eyes never failed to convey his growing desires. She won't say she doesn't like when he touches her, she feels butterflies in her stomach when He gently wraps his hands around her waist or shoulder, but this all doesn't mean She is ready to consummate their marriage. After months of efforts to forget Azlan, she is able to enjoy Ruslaan's company. Now she can't let him ruin the minor feelings she has started to develop for him in her heart. She wants to start their relationship with a deal of staying like friends, she wants to know everything about him, she wants to make up her mind that She belongs to her husband, and He has all the rights to her.
"Ab kaise batau Ruslaan ko ki main unke saath rishta aage badhane ke liye raazi nahi hoon, itne din toh jaise taise karke unhe khud se door rakh liya...lekin ab kya? Ab bahar jake kya kahu unse? Kuch samjh nahi aa raha hai." She said to herself with a displeased face, and the continuous drizzle of cold water on her skin trembled her for a while.
Tamanna unwillingly dressed up herself in a beautiful rose red night-gown, and unlatched the door simultaneously chanting Allah's name to protect her. She timidly peeped out to find her husband relaxing on the bed, she sighed in relief, and walked out of the bathroom. He breathed in deeply as he felt the intoxicating fragrance of her soap lingering all over the room. He looked at her sharply, and She returned a small smile instead of getting angry.
"Main couch pe so raha hoon, tum so jana time pe. Shabba Khair." Ruslaan took his pillow and blanket along with himself, and went towards the small couch. Tamanna widened her eyes in shock, as she never asked him to leave his bed because of her uncomfortable nature. They both have been sharing the same bed since their first night, so why does he want to sleep on the couch today?
"Kyun?" She asked him softly.
"Aaj se main couch pe hi souga, main nahi chahta meri wajah se tumhe darr lage...ya tumhe ghabrahat ho." He replied to her politely, and placed the pillow with reluctance in his hands.
"Darr? Yeh aap kya keh rahe hai? Maine kabhi aapse kaha mujhe aapke saath darr lagta hai? Shadi ki pehli raat se hum ek hi bed pe so rahe haina...toh fir aaj kya hogaya hai?" Tamanna asked him disappointedly, and Ruslaan looked at her in tranquility, he couldn't tell her what he was feeling inside his heart. He is doing all this to provide her comfort and delight. If he keeps sleeping with her every-day on the same bed then he might not be able to control himself.
"Haan, hum ek hi bed pe so rahe the...lekin ab se yeh nahi hoga, main intezaar karta raha ki tum kahogi ki Ruslaan main taiyar hoon aapko apna shohar maan ne ke liye...aapko apna haq dene ke liye, lekin woh pal aaya hi nahi. Shayad tumhe lagega ki main jaldbaazi dikha raha hoon, lekin mere jazbaat bhi toh samjho zara, ek kiss bhi nahi kiya maine tumhe humare nikah ke baad...kyuki main samjhta hoon tumhe, main samjhta hoon ki ek ladki ke liye aasan nahi hota hai khud ko kisi aur ke hawale saupna, par maine toh tumse yeh nahi kaha na ki Tamanna aaj hi hum sab kuch kar lete hai...main tumhe waqt de raha hoon na, tumhe bharosa dilane ki koshish kar raha hoon, par tum ho ki samjhne ke liye raazi hi nahi ho...Tum chahti ho na mujhse door rehna toh raho, mujhe koi masla nahi hai, lekin khuda ke liye mujhe jhoote sapne mat dikhao...main bardasht nahi kar pauga." Ruslaan joined his hands in front of her in annoyance, and his aggressive eyes delivered fire on her scared face.
"Aap saaf saaf bataiye mujhe...Aapne abhi kaha ki aap intezaar karte rahe ki main kahogi ki Ruslaan main taiyar hoon aapko apna shohar maan ne ke liye...aapko apna haq dene ke liye, aur uske baad aapne kaha ki aapne toh mujhse yeh nahi kaha na ki Tamanna aaj hi hum sab kuch kar lete hai...aap mujhe waqt de rahe ho na, toh iska matlab hua kya aakhir? Aap exactly kya chahte hai? Janti hoon main waqt le rahi hoon comfortable hone ke liye, lekin isme meri kya galti hui? Ek ladki ke liye uski izzat bahut azeez hoti hai...aur woh yeh izzat sirf apne shohar pe bharosa karke loota deti hai. Main bhi chahti hoon ki main aapke saath humara rishta aage badhau...par aap hi sochiye zara kya yeh itna aasan hai? Bachpan se maine aapke saath sirf dushmani nibhayi hai, dosti tak ka rishta nahi tha humare bich...fir kaise main aapko thode hi dino me apna shohar maan ke sab kuch karne ki ijazat de doon?"
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Ficción GeneralTamanna Farooq Rahmani - A beautiful, kind-hearted and simple girl. She fell in love at first sight with Azlan. Her dream man. Ever since she learnt the meaning of Love, she felt all those feelings for him. Only him, and now She has one wish is to s...