𝗝𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗷𝘂

𝗗𝗶𝗹 𝗞𝗲𝗵𝘁𝗮 𝗛𝗮𝗶...𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗹 𝗨𝗻𝘀𝗲 𝗠𝗶𝗹

Tamanna changed the suit in anger, because for the one She wore this dress has broken her heart, and also shattered her confidence in a moment by declaring their divorce. She saw Ruslaan sitting on the sofa with a lowered head, and He seemed in a deep pain. But even She wasn't enjoying this situation. She is also feeling sorrow in her heart, and turmoil in her soul. She weakly grabbed the blanket, and slept down on the bed. Ruslaan looked at her in melancholy, and his eyes which used to glisten in zeal were lifeless completely, his eyeballs forming the blood of angst for his wife. He allowed the drops of water to flow out of his eyes. The story of his one-sided love has finally come to an end. They are getting divorced, so that Tamanna could live a life according to her terms and conditions, so that She doesn't feel empathy for him all the time whenever their eyes collide with each other.

Tamanna was peeping out of the blanket to check whether Ruslaan had slept or not, but He was still there, with a colourless face, and damp eyes. There was deep darkness enveloped in the room, but yet They both could see each other in agony. She was longing to feel his rough hands wrapped around her waist, she was longing to feel the warmness of his breath on her skin, she was longing to feel the protection in his closeness, she was longing to feel blessed with his kiss on her forehead. She wasn't able to understand how she could long for him despite feeling nothing but bitterness in her broken-heart right now.

"Bikhar gaya sa hoon main pura, aur mere dard me shamil tu bhi hain...Dekha tha khwab jiska sadiyon se...Uski wajah tu hi hain...Rakhun jahan bhi paon apne, paata hoon sirf tukde mere armano ke...Janti hai jab tu kitni mohabbat karta hoon tujhse...fir bhi chal di tu mera dil tod ke." He said in a cracked tone, and controlled the sound of his weeping to give peace to his sleeping wife. He wouldn't cry. He is a man, and men are created with a stone heart according to everyone.

"Nahi ho sakta main aazad aise rishte se jisme meri mohabbat mujhse juda ho jayegi." Ruslaan cried silently, and covered his face to hide his tear marks. Tamanna was seeing everything with a sharp ache in her heart, and She immediately got up to ask him Why is he bawling his eyes out for her?

"Aap ro kyu rahe hai?" Her voice gave an unknown relief to his dead soul, and He looked at her in grief.

"Tum so rahi thi na?" Ruslaan asked her in a low voice, and She shook her head fiercely.

"Itna sab kuch hone ke baad neend kise aayegi?" Tamanna said in a meek tone, and He mercilessly cleared the stain of the salty water from his rugged cheeks.

"So jao...tumhare liye toh yeh jashn ki raat hogi na? After all mujh jaise shaitan se aazad jo hone wali ho bahut jald." Ruslaan taunted her with a broken smile, and She crouched down herself a little, and gently touched her thumb on his moist skin, and said in a husky voice, while staring into his eyes - "Jashn ki raat na aapke liye hain, aur na hi mere liye...isliye yeh fazool ki baaton me waqt barbaad karne se acha khud se yeh puchiye ki aapne jo faisla liya hai hum dono ke liye, woh sahi hai bhi ya nahi."

He intensely roamed his hand on her face, and said - "Pichli baar faisla tumne liya tha mere liye...is baar baari meri hai...aur yeh faisla bilkul nahi badlega."

Tamanna lost the last hope She had, to save their marriage, and Ruslaan signalled her to go and sleep peacefully. She has to not worry about him. He will manage to cope up with the crushed cubes of his heart.

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Tamanna was packing her bags in frustration. She has decided she won't live anymore with Ruslaan, if he could make their life decision without considering her consent. Then She will also not leave any stone unturned to make him realise what He has done to her and himself. He would understand his mistake once her absence began to torment him.