The winters lover (BuckyxMaddie Salvatore) BOOK 1

18: My life in perspective.

I wake up and get dressed. Air jordans white and black. Black leggings. A black Rolling Stones t And buckys dark green hoodie over it. I walk to the kitchen to see everyone eating. "That's my hoodie." Bucky says. "When you have a girlfriend they take hoodies." Nat says. "It looks like a dress." Sam says. I then twirl around. "Cinderella." Sam adds as I laugh. Bucky gives me a bite of his bagel. I then eat some bacon. "What time does peters school end?" I asked. "4:15. And that's tommarow.. I messed up the time."Tony says as I nod finishing breakfast. "Ima go do some light training." I say grabbing my tennis shoes and going to the gym. I change and box for a bit. Then do pull ups. I then hang upside down. "Hey monkey." Bucky says walking over to me. "He then kisses me. "Not while I'm training." Steve and Nat say walking in. I flip up and hop down. I put my shoes back on. Steve pulls my ponytail back as a joke. Then pushes me so me being me I was over dramatic. "So dramatic." Steve says as I laugh getting up. "Don't mess with my girlfriend." Bucky jokes as the two then spar. "Boys." Nat and I say in sync crossing our arms. He laugh smiling. "Glad your here Maddie." Nat says. "Me too." I say hugging her. "Ok boys break it up." We say grabbing the boys. Bucky then slings me over his shoulder. "Put me down!" I say kicking. "Bucky!!!! James!!! JAMES BUCHANAN BARNES!" I yell. "You weirdos." Thor says laughing. He lays me on my bed. I then unpack and frame my picture of me looking like my mom. I caption it. "Just like my moms(Elena&Hayley)" I finish decorating my room and unpacking. I go into my bathroom and do my skincare and brush my teeth. I go into my living room and sweep. I then get bored and leave my room. I walk into the kitchen to find food. "Whatcha doin?" I hear as I turn around. "Tony." I said. "God you scared me." I say looking back in the fridge. "There's Doritos in the Pantry." He says as I grab them. "Thanks." I say. "Can I talk to you Madison?" He asked. "Can I bring the Doritos?" I asked as he rolled his eyes laughing. We went down the elevator to a meeting room. "Totally sound proof." He said closing the door. "So what's going on?" I ask eating the Doritos. "Nothing." He said as fury,Bucky, and 2 other shield people walked in. "Bukcy what's going on?" I ask. "I have no clue." He says. He's being honest. He sits next to me. I hold his hand under the table cause I'm nervous. He then takes my Doritos. Oh he's lucky there's people around!! "We heard about your past." Fury said making me tense up. "It's fine everyone has a past." Fury said motioning to Bucky as both men laugh. "Not about what you did. More about what you witnessed and went through." Fury said. "Yeah I went through shit. I'm fine." I say squeezing bucks hand. It's his left arm so he can't feel anything. "We know about your mom. Meaning Hayley commuting suicide-" one man states as I cut him off. "It wasn't suicide. Don't make my mom sound mentally ill." I say pissed off. "Your dad sacrificing himself to save your sister and you,saving hope,loosing your best friend in a car accident when you were in it-" "stop ok." I say. "We want you to see Counseling twice a week." Tony says as I laugh. "I really don't need a shrink telling me I have ptsd and depression. I can figure that out myself." I said. "Besides. I'm a tribrid. No one can relate to me." I say crossing my arms. "Shield has a therapist. She's a witch." Fury said. "And you really have no choice." He added. I look at Bucky. "I did and do it. Trust them Madison." He said. He used my full name. "Fine. When do I start?" I asked. "Now." He said bringing in a younger looking witch. "This is Renee. She's been doing this for 16 years." Fury said as this lady with black long hair, and a blazer and skirt all black outfit shook my hand. "We will be right outside. And we're gonna turn off the sound proof." Tony said as they walked outside and buck took my Doritos. Only fury,tiny and buck are watching. Then the glass walls go black. "They can see you you can't see them." She re assured. "I'm doctor Gomez. But call me Liza." She said. All of a sudden the tables and chairs disappeared. I stand 6 feet infront. "Oh here." She said making 2 chairs appear. "I'm not gonna be asking you questions." She said. "So I can go?" I say. "No." She says holding a
Pen and notebook and has those voice recording thingy on. "I'm fine. Nothing is wrong with me. And nothing bothers me." I say. "You harried everything inside so deep your numb. We're gonna dig all that up." She said. "I'm gonna enter your mind. Playing all those bad memories." She said. I roll my eyes not believing her.
Buckys pov
I watch Maddie scream yelling no. "Make it stop." I said. "Fury do something!!!" I yell. "No." He said. Tony holds me back from running in. It tears me apart seeing her mentally snapping.
Maddies POV
All of a sudden everything goes black. I see my 7 year old self. "Daddy no!" She yelled. "I have to do this Rebekah." Dad told my aunt. Then put a dagger through his heart. "Make it stop!!!" I scream. I hate this. "Where's mommy?" She asked. "She died." Elijah told me. "Nonono!!!" I scream. "Get me out!!!" I cry. "HOPE!!" I yelled as damon had just died saving her. "Nono." I cry holding him in my arms. "Jess pay attention." I joke. We got t boned. "Jess wake up!!!" I had screamed. She's covered in blood. Not breathing. Dead. I hear sirens and me voice screaming and sobbing. "HELP!!!!!!!!" I scream just now. "Get me out!!!!!!" I cry. "Ahhhhhh!" I scream falling to my knees crying. I sob on my knees. "Nononono." I cry as Bucky runs in pulling me to his chest as I'm on the ground. "Ahhhhh!" I say holding my head. "It's hurts." I say pulling on my hair. "Make it stop!!!" I cry as Tony and fury ran in. "Is this supposed to happen?" Tony asked. "She is so traumatized it's hurting her." Liza said shocked. "Make it stoooppppp!" I cry. My head feels like needles are being plunged in. "Helllp!!" I cry. "Do something!" Bucky yells. "I can't. I just released all the trauma. She has more trauma then everyone's in this building combined James." Liza said shocking everyone. "What have you done?!?" I scream. "There all gone." I cry then passing out.