The winters lover (BuckyxMaddie Salvatore) BOOK 1

19: ptsd.trauma. Got it all got it all.

I jolt up in my bed. "What happened?" I asked holding my head. "You Hyperventilated." Bucky said as I see Tony,fury and the witch doctor. "So what we're the results besides I have a massive head ache?" I ask as Bucky hands me some Advil. "You have a lot of trauma. You have been diagnosed with ptsd. Also anxiety." Fury said. "I wanna see you once a week." She said. "This is good Madison." Tony said. "K." I say. "Am I like suspended from missions?" I ask. "Nonono. Your fine. Nothings off the table. Just this added." Fury said. That does make this feel better. "Rest up." Tony said as the three head aches left. Just buck and I. "Your ok." He said. "You scared me. Hearing you scream bloody murder. It was painful to watch you go through that." He said hugging me. "It was painful." I say laughing a bit. "I need to call my dad." I say. "No. Get to sleep. I'll do it." He says covering me up. So I can sleep off my head ache.
-buckys POV-
I pick up my phone and type in her mother's number. I walk to my room so I don't wake her up. "Hello?" She says. "It's Bucky." I say. "Oh Bucky hey. Is madison ok?" She asked. I gulped. "I'm guessing no." She said. We're on face time. I wipe my eyes free of tears. "Is damon with you? He needs to hear this." I say as she gets him. "Tony had Maddie see a therapist. It's a witch. To help her or whatever. The witch made her remember anything that has made her suffer. The events were the death of both parents,Jess,and Damon you dying. She broke down and fell to her knees screaming turn it off-" I say whipping the tears from my face. "She was screaming in pain. All the trauma that was barried they dug it up. Causing physical pain. She was told she has the most trauma she's ever seen. And Um...was Diagnosed with ptsd and anxiety." I say. Her mom looks like she's crying. "I'm sorry." I say. "Thank you for telling us." Damon said. "We knew she had anxiety. But we had an idea about the other. She never wanted to face that." Elena said. "How is she doing right now?" Damon asked. "Um has a big head ache. She resented the whole idea but she came around to the therapy idea. Once a week. She's asleep. But I have a question. She was screaming there all gone. Turn it off. What was she wanting off?" I asked and Caroline dropped a glass cup in the background. "Your humanity. When your a vampire you can turn it off. We all have done it. It makes you an unemotional killer showing no remorse. But she's not a vampire." Damon said. "She's a mikaelson. She has it in her blood. It may be possible. Keep her away from any vampire if there is any. And make sure she doesn't turn it off!" Caroline yells. "Got it. Is it reversible?" I asked. "Yes but it's hard to reverse. It's more painful then having it on." Elena said. This is scary. "Ima go check on her." I say hanging up. "Emergency meeting stat!!" I yell as everyone runs in. "Remember when Maddie was screaming turn it off?" I ask. "Yes." Tony says. "Damon Elena and Caroline told me vampires do it. Turn off there humanity. Makes them an unemotional killer showing no remorse. But she's not a vampire. But since she's a mikaelson she has vamp blood in her. So Elena told me she can't be near any vampire. They could compel her to turn it off. But since she's an original they can't be compelled. So keep an eye out." I said. "Goddamnit!" Nat says. "Got it." Everyone says. "Not let me go watch over and check up on sleeping beauty." I say going to go talk to my girlfriend.
-Mads POV-
"Hey soldier." I say raspy. "We need to talk." He says. "What did I do?" I ask. "You were screaming earlier turn it off. I called your parents to just tell them. And that's what vampires do to turn off there humanity Maddie. To make them un emotional killers. Your not a vampire. But you have vamp blood. So tell me Maddie,why do you want to do this?" I ask kinda annoyed. "I'm not doing it. I don't know what I said. I really don't remember it that well. I won't do it. I know what it does." I say. "You feeling ok? You sound terrible." He points out. "Allergies." I say. "I wanna go work out." I moan. I love working out. Being fit is very important to me. "Nope. Your sick." He said. "Allergies aren't sick." I point out. "I'll be fine." I say. I get like this for one day. I'll be fine tommarow. "Can we go on a walk later?" I ask. "Like around? Actually a run. Can we go for a run?" I ask. "Sure!" He says excited. "Let's invite Steve and Nat!" I say. "Fine." He says hugging me. Then pulling me down. "Bucky." I say smiling kissing him then getting up. I skip out so excited.