The Plan

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step 1: come up with an excuse to get outside, or away

step 2:  try to locate where i saw them

step 3: find my friends

Its a very vague plan, but a good enough one for my steam cooked brain. I exit the tub, the water gliding over my small frame. I look in the mirror, and see my stomach is caving in more than it used too. I remind myself to eat breakfast tomorrow.  I wrap myself in a towel, and exit the bathroom. I walk down the hallway, and see Daisy has left out sweatpants and a sewn crop top folded on her bead. I put my swimsuit back on, and these clothes on top.  Daisy walks into the room, with a satin nightgown over her shoulder. 

"Here." She throws the nightgown on me. 

"This is my moms, I dont know what else to give you, my pajamas are to small for you." I thank her, and put on the nightgown. The satin feels cool against my skin, and she points to a small blow up bed in the corner.

 "sleep." I stand up, and walk over to the bed. I lay down, and feel myself sinking into sleep.

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