I press my back against the wall of the outhouse, trying to breathe quietly. I can hear my heart racing fast. JJ sits next to me. His face shows no fear, a smirk, but his breath gives him away. I place my hand on his heart, to feel a quick pace.
"Scared?" I smirk at him.
"Never." Rolling his eyes, he takes my hand off his chest, and places it on my leg. I stop his hand from moving away by entwining it with mine. He glances at me confused.
"Friends..or.." he trails off.
"Stop. Don't. " I say avoiding his gaze.
"hmph." He says humourously under his breath. I roll my eyes. We had a summer fling, or im sure thats all it was to him. To me it was my first.. everything. He took my..v card. I dont really remember it as well as I remember the second, third time. Then he had a hookup in his room with another pogue named Angie. This was years ago though, and im over it, and im sure he is. He gets over things with a few beers and few thousand days away. Then I grew up. Dated around, got a reputation. Me and JJ never talked about what happened again. Were just friends, now. He gets it and so do I. I stopped sleeping around years back, but never forgot it. I think it was a lesson, for me. These last few months have been painfully different. It all started a couple months ago, at the end of school.
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FanfictionLifelong friends with a past, crime, mystery, and a family that doesn't seem right. Summer needs to learn to trust her friends or pay the price. When feelings overwhelm her and she ends up on the wrong side, can she win back the boy she wants, and h...
