《Log In》 [Yeonbin/Taekai]

Level 21

Yeonjun knew he had fucked up when he saw soobin across the lunchroom, staring at him and Juri on his lap. He completely forgot he told soobin to sit with him at school....how would he tell him?

He pushed Juri off his lap, getting up to try to chase the boy down, but soobin had vanished almost as if logging out of a game.

And just like that, he watched his relationship with soobin crumble just as it was built.

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Soobin didnt know why he was so oblivious. The obvious signs of yeonjun refusing to say he liked guys shouldve been a sign. He was testing out a boys body for a night....that was all...

He had already recognized the girl as Juri, one of the students from his class. He knew she had a profile online, but it didnt click that she was the girl that commented on yeonjuns posts.

I gave him everything, im so stupid!!

Soobin wiped his face with his snot soaked shirt for the 100th time, laying down in his bedroom.

Soobin looked at the developing bruise from where his mother slapped him for getting fired this morning. His boss had reviewed the security footage and saw yeonjun and him making out on the counter....then sent it to his mother.

Should i even bother logging on? The team needs me...but he'll be there....

He glanced at his phone screen, yeonjun had been texting him and calling him for hours , but he didnt even swipe his lockscreen to look, just watched all the notifications litter his screen with his name.

Asshole...

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"Hello?" Yeonjun walked inside the cafe with flowers and a box in hand. He looked around, but couldnt spot his favorite waiter.

"Oh great its you." An older man slapped a towel down upon seeing yeonjun.

"Excuse me?" Yeonjun was offended at the mans attitude towards him.

"Youre the one soobin made out with on my damn counter right? Get out of here i fired him...you wont find him here." The man went back to cleaning counters.

"Wait, youre the owner? Fired- wh- ??? What do you mean?" Yeonjun leaned on the counter, now worried.

"This place has cameras you know, go make out somehwere else....i have nothing against homosexuality but his mom was really upset, did you guys use this place to hide from her?seriously?" The owner shook his head dissapointed.

Yeonjuns heart sped up, feeling guilt sink in more and more, burning his bones.

"Can i please have his address??!you hired him, you have an employee information sheet right??!" Yeonjun was desperate.

"Wow...you dont even know where he lives? Sheesh man...kids nowadays are pathetic..." the old man looked tired and pitied yeonjun.

"Please!! Just telk me...were boyfriends!" Yeonjun begged, setting the flowers down to put his hands together.

"Its against the law for me to do that." He said, picking up the flowers to smell them.

Yeonjun pulled his hair back, holding his head in distraught. He felt like an idiot, and now soobin was avoiding him. He couldnt see him if he wanted too.

"....but i so happen to have his address written somewhere in this room if someone were to accidentally find it." The old man looked in the directions of the counter behind him.

Yeonjun saw a sealed mail envelope, ready to be sent to soobin fromt he owner.

"Its his last paycheck" the owner winked, allowing yeonjun permission to take it.

Yeonjun beamrd with a new hope. "Oh jesus old man i love you!! Keep the flowers!!" Yeonjun blew a kiss, grabbing the box and taking off out the cafe.

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Yeonjun knocked on the door, rang the doorbell, all in nervous rehearsal for what he would say.

A woman opened the door, likely soobins mother. She looked disgusted at yeonjun. "You-"

"You know thats the second time someones reacted like that to me today. I just want to see soobin.....i owe him an apology...please..." yeonjun begged, getting on his knees in front of the woman.

"Youre dating my son??!!" She exclaimed, covering her mouth. It felt different now that the boy she saw her son kissing in the video was at her feet.

"Mom?...who is it?" Soobins voice came through loud and clear to yeonjun. It was hurt and tired, but it was his. He looked up to see soobin walking down the staircase.

"GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM!!! YOU ARE STILL GROUNDED FOR 5 MONTHS!!" his mother yelled, turning enough for soobin and yeonnun to make eye contact.

Yeonjuns heart ached seeing soobin react in tears to seeing him, he ran back up the stairs and yeonjun didnt think before pushing past his mother, chasing him. He knew he might not get another chance.

"SOOBIN!! PLEASE WAIT!!" yeonjun stumbled on a few stairs, following the boy who tried to dissapear behind a room door.

He pushed to try to get it to close, but yeonjuns overwhelming adrenaline forced soobins door open effortlessly, knocking soobin back into his dresser.

"Oh! Im...im so sorry did i hurt you?" Yeonjun set the box down, kneeling to see soobins arm that he hit. He noticed more bruises on soobins face, and now he would have some on his arm from him.

"Just get out!!! Theres nothing to talk about!!" Soobin was already crying again, hating himself for letting this happen. He covered his face in shame and curled away from yeonjun.

"Hey...binnie please- let me explain.....i know it looked bad! I really do...im so sorry that i lied...but-" yeonjun tried to put a hand on soobins shoulder but soobin slapped it away.

"So you did lie?! ...oh god, please just go- you used me for- " soobin choked on a cry and covered his mouth.

"YOUNG MAN GET OUT OF MY HOUSE IMMEDIATELY!! ILL CALL THE COPS!! LEAVE MY SON ALONE!!" the mother was jn the room now, holding a phone.

"Soobin- soobin please....look at me..." yeonjun begged, desperate to reason with soobin.

I never meant to use you...