Finding you

Chapter 22

>a few days later<
Callie and I are flying back home. I'm super nervous to see Teddy and Addison again. Teddy wrote me some messages which I answered, but I still feel really bad about it.

"Did I ever told you, how much I hate flying?" I asked Callie. She looked at me and gave me one of her perfect smiles.
"Why did you flew to Germany then? Maybe next time you just stay in your bed." She laughed. I can't get enough of her laugher. It sounds like an angel. It's just perfect. I layed me head on her shoulder, closed my eyes for a second and took a deep breath.
"I'm so sorry I run away!" I then said. Callie took my head in her hands, looked at me and gave me a small smile.
"Hey don't be. Yes what you did was wrong! But we all make mistakes. Maybe you shouldn't have flown to Germany but you did. But maybe I shouldn't have run away first." She said. I gave her a small smile and put my hands on hers. We sat right next to each other. I pulled her into a deep and meaningful kiss, which said more than thousand words could ever say.
"I love you Caliope!" I whisper as we part.
"And I love you Grouchy!" She said smiling against my lips.
"Oh remember our rule! Your not calling me grouchy when we kiss or having our alone time and I don't 'Caliope' you when we're out with our friends!" I say as she smiles still. We made this rule at the beginning of our relationship.

Callie asked for entrance for her tongue when I pulled away.
"Honey we're in a plane! In a flying plane. Not now okay?" I said seriously. She looked at me, playing she would be angry about me. I pressed my lips again against her for teasing her a bit. I quietly moaned into the kiss, so only we could hear it. Then I pulled away again.

"I need to go to the toilets. Give me 5 minutes." I say and go.
As I was washing my hands, when I heared a knock.
"I'm almost done." I said. I turned around and opened the door.
"Calliope?" I asked smiling. "What are you doing here?" Callie didn't answered me, instead she came closer and closer to me until my back was pressed against the sink and she completely in the bathroom stood. I smiled at her, still confused what she was about to do. But as I heared the door closing I knew what was supposed to happen. She took my face in her hands as I pulled my arms around her neck, pulling her closer to me. Our lips meet and for a few seconds I forget where we are.
I pulled away and smiling at her, looking down to our feets, pulling her around, so her back is pressed against the sink. Quickly I pressed my lips against hers again before I open the door and go back to my seat.
It didn't take Callie long to come after me.

"You know your rude, grouchy!" Callie says laughing.
I gave her a little nose scrunch and a dimple smile as her answer.

We kept talking for awhile but eventually she felt asleep and I started to read a book. The plane landed and about half an hour later we were back at home. Since Teddy and Addison are both at work we had the evening to ourselves. I guessed it was better to talk about everything instead of acting like nothing ever happened.

"We need to talk about it." I said after a quiere while.
"Why? You are an author, your writing a book, I was stupid and ignored you so you flew to Germany. But we're back. At home. Together. And that's what matters, isn it?" She said. I gave her a sad smile before answering.
"No Callie. I mean you were right. I should've told you about it earlier. About me being an author, about the book, maybe about my past, why I am actually what I am now and why I am me you know. We... I... Uhm... I'm trying to tell you that things got really fast between us you know. It's that... We just met and than boom, we're sleeping in the same bed, cuddling and being... what? Best friends? Horny teenagers?" I try to explain to her.
"What are you saying Arizona?" She ask me worried. I can see the hurt in her eyes which make me tear up.
"I'm telling you that, maybe, if we would've taken us some time to learn more about the other one, maybe you would've known my job and maybe I would know more about you than I do right now. I am not saying that we don't know anything about each other, but this is me telling you, that, I know that there are so many important things about me that you don't know and I am pretty sure that I don't know important things of you neither. I'm saying that we didn't talked. We did talk but not about us, about our childhood, about thongs that makes us happy or that scare the shit out of us. Do we even know the full names of each other? Or the other ones favorite meal? I mean I do know meals you like but I can't tell you what's your favorite out of these, or if it's even one of these." I say now losing every control of my tears. I can't fight them anymore so I just let them run.
"What... are you breaking up with me?" She ask between sobs. I take a step forward in her personal space and kiss her passionately.
"I'm so sorry, Callie. I love you, Callie, don't ever forget this!" I say.
"Goodbye Arizona." She says. I'm taking my suitcases and go to my room. Crying. Alone. Heartbroken. Hurt by myself even if I was the one who ended it. I lay myself on the bed crying. It's hard to breath under my cries but it's ok. Eventually I fell asleep.

'I'll miss you my Calliope...'

A/N: sorry for not updating this for soo long...
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