i hate you, i love you || a natsuri fanfiction

~5~

TW, SUICIDE, SEXUAL HARRASMENT, ABUSE, BULLYING, TOUCHY PARTS

"monika i-"

"not now sayori, now, yuri, like i said, you can't be apart of the club anymore!" monika seemed so happy, like she wanted me gone, "ok, bye now!"

"WAIT, if you're kicking yuri out, then... you have to kick me out too," natsuki says while moving in front of me like a superhero would

"natsuki, you don't have to do tha-"

"yes, i do,"

what is this? natsuki putting me and my feelings before her..?

i'm screaming on the inside

"you wanna be kicked out too natsuki? ok!" monika says while slapping natsuki

the second monika put her hand up, natsuki flinched

incase she falls, i hold out my arms for her

"anywho, i hate both of you. come on, lets go sayori, we need to plan ideas for the fireworks anyway," monika says in a bratty tone

i can tell sayori feels bad for the two of us, she was such a good friend

"oh yeah, i forgot about the fireworks! maybe that's where we can have our hanging out/going out thingy!"

"that's... not a bad idea, i like that idea!" i agree, "when are the fireworks again?"

"sunday at 7:30 pm, they don't start until 8 though,"

"i'm free, come over to my house at 7?"

"yep, sounds like a plan! see you at school tomorrow!" natsuki says while waving and walking away

"bye!" i say while walking the other way

later in the night

i get dressed so then i can go to sleep

suddenly, i hear a ding, like a phone message

i look at my phone as i get into bed

it's from an unknown number

Unknown Number: hey, its natsuki!

You: Hey!

when i saw that it was natsuki, i changed the contact name from 'Unknown Number' to 'Natsuki💞💞'

after texting for about 30 minutes

Natsuki💞💞: my dad wants me to go to bed >:(

You: Well, if you are gonna sleep, good night :)

Natsuki💞💞: gn <33

i can feel myself blush after natsuki sent that last text

i put my phone on my nightstand and go to sleep happy and loved

the next day at lunch

i get through the first part of the day without being noticed by monika until i get to lunch

i look around to try and find natsuki, but i'm assuming she's sitting with her friends, so i just sit at a table outside by myself

i open my lunchbox to find the pasta i packed

when i find it, i look up at and see monika, watching me like a hawk

"JESUS MONIKA," i panic

she dumps my lunch on the ground and pushes me after she pushed my lunch, i'm pretty sure about 5 or 6 boys saw up my dress, screw you dress code