i hate you, i love you || a natsuri fanfiction

~6~

TW, SUICIDE, MENTION OF DEATH, MENTION OF ABUSE

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about 55 minutes later

me and natsuki both wake up, and i walk her home

before going inside, natsuki pauses and turns around to hug me, "please let me stay at your place, i don't want my dad to hit me again..."

i hug her back, "it's ok natsuki," i tell her, "it's not like... i wanted you to stay or anything..." i quietly mutter that last part

"huh?"

"OK, let's get this train moving, eh?"

we turn back around and walk towards my house, while holding hands

could me and natsuki... turn into something...?

2 minutes later

when we get back to my house, it's almost 6:30 pm

"what should we eat?" natsuki asks, "i'm starving,"

"pizza?" i wonder

"yes. it is a must to have pizza, ORDER THE PIZZA,"

"PIZZA IS SUPERIOR," we both start laughing

natsuki exhales, "ah, you're so funny yuri," she giggles

i blush a little, "thanks,"

a few minutes later (can you tell i'm lazy af?)

DING DONG the door goes

i answer the door with money in my hand for the pizza delivery guy, "thank you!" i say

natsuki opens the box and smells the slice of pizza she's about to eat

"so natsuki... you know how the boys... call you a flat shortie..?" i gulp

"oh.. yeah, but why are you asking?"

i knew she was going to ask that

"it's nothing, don't worry..." i say while blowing on my pizza

"it's obviously something,"

i take a deep breath in and hold back my tears

"i promise you, it's nothing!"

"yuri, what is it?!" she yells

"NOW YOU KNOW WHY I CUT MYSELF," i scream

i start to cry and put my head in my arms

natsuki goes quiet and gets closer to me, "w-why you... cut yourself..?" she asks, "but i thought it was because of me..."

"it isn't... it's all because of those stupid idiots at school saying, 'OH MY GOD, YOU HAVE SUCH BIG BOOBS!' or, 'OMG GIRLS, LOOK AT HER BOOBS AND HER BUTT! MAYBE YOU SHOULD KILL YOURSELF SO I CAN TAKE THEM, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!' just because i... developed early doesn't mean people need to talk about it 24/7"

i feel natsuki's arms go around me, "don't listen to them, you're perfect the way you are, yuri,"

i wipe my tears, hug natsuki back, and say, "thank you..."

"you're so warm, what?"

"you're cold?"

"yeah, it's freezing in here,"

"do you wanna borrow one of my sweaters?"

NATSUKI'S POV