i hate you, i love you || a natsuri fanfiction

~7~

TW, SUICIDE

"NO," i panic and run over towards the ledge

i hold out my hand and try to catch yuri, but she already fell

...

it's all my fault

...

i killed her

...

i killed the one i love most...

"there's no way i'm stopping now," i say while jumping off the ledge to get yuri

i get to her and hug her

...

we land in the water

...

surprisingly, i... live..?

even if i didn't, i swim over to yuri, grab her hand and swim to the surface

i get out of the water, still holding yuri's hand, and pull her out

i search for my phone in my pocket and, thank god, it still works

"come on, pick up sayori, pick up..."

...

"hello?"

"OH SAYORI THANK GOD,"

"natsuki?! what's wrong?"

"you know where the fireworks are?"

"yeah what about them?"

"if you walk a bit behind the food stands, there's an about 25 foot building, can you come there?"

"that's very specific, but yes, i will come over there, see you in five,"

i hang up and hold yuri to my chest, once again

other then the loud booming, i, thankfully, hear yuri's heartbeat

i breath very gently and slowly, "it'll be ok, natsuki, it'll be ok..."

i hug yuri as tight as i can until sayori shows up

it'll be ok...

it'll be "ok"...

5 minutes later

sayori comes running and calls, "natsuki?!"

"over here!" i yell

she runs over and gasps, "IS YURI DEAD?!"

"thankfully, no, now, help me, i need help picking yuri up to help,"

while picking up yuri, her sleeves go up

"why are there bandaids all over her arms..?"

"i'll tell you later, now, we should put her on a lounge chair and get some water,"

we walk over to the beach and set yuri down on a chair

"i have ten bucks, should i go get water?" sayori asks while taking it out of her pocket and showing it to me

"go for it,"

sayori runs off to get water and i look back at yuri

my breaths shake...

"yuri, i'm so sorry... this whole thing is my fault," i start sobbing and grab yuri to my chest, "i didn't mean to make you fall 25 feet... i was just being stupid and became attached to fast... but i just wanna let you know..." i sniff, "i- i love you..." i give her a kiss on my cheek and let her go to see if she was up yet