Used & Abused. (editing)

FIVE

INDIA

I woke up to my phone ringing. I tried to sit up but something pushed me back down. I opened my eyes and saw Andre on my phone. He looked pissed and his arm was holding me down.

"Why is Chris calling your phone?" he asked with a pissed look.

"You probably didn't pick up your phone so he called mines" I said getting nervous.

"Why he have your number?" he asked me.

"I gave it to him" I said.

"The fuck you give it to him for?" he asked with venom in his tone.

"Emergencies that involve with you" I said.

"Your one lying little bitch you know that?" he said laughing making me scared.

"I'm not lying" I said.

"Mhmm" he mumbled.

He got off me and I got up. When I tried to walk to the bathroom he slapped me hard that it made me fall back. I grabbed my face and he bent down and punched me. I cried and he sent another blow to my face. I was still naked from last night and he noticed that so he flipped me over and pushed me on my stomach. I tried to crawl away but he grabbed the back of neck and forced himself into me. I screamed in pain and he just went harder. I cried, screamed, scratched but nothing helped. When he was done he got off me stood up and spit on me.

"Clean ya ass up dirty bitch I'll be back later. Chris come by tell him I said fuck off" he said walking away.

I bawled up and cried as he walked out the door and probably out the house. I cried for another hour with my head on knees that was tucked into my chest. I got up and instantly fell back down because it hurt so much. I stood back up and I was sticky and so was my feet. I looked and saw blood and I started crying again. I went to the bathroom and took a shower I scrubbed myself so hard that I turned red and the water started to burn. When I got out I looked in the mirror to see a hand print on my face, a busted lip, and a cut above my eye. I threw on some clothes and went downstairs to eat. In the middle of eating I heard loud knocking. I kind of got scared because nobody comes here unless Andre is here. I got up and opened the door and saw someone that instantly made me cry. She faintly smiled at me and pulled me in a hug. I hugged her so tight I didn't want to let her go. She pulled back and grabbed my face, she was still smiling but it quickly went away and a look of guilt and anger was now upon her face.

"I knew I should have made you come with me to New York, he's still beating on you I see" she said with this look on her face.

I let her come in and grabbed her bag. We both sat on the couch and she stared at me.

"Why haven't you left him already" she asked.

"I tried and I always end up back here it's like I'm trapped" i said tearing up.

"I honestly think if you don't leave him soon he's gonna end up killing you and the next time I'll see you is at your funeral. Now India you know I love you, you're like a sister to me. You're my best friend but you need to get the fuck out of here. Like look at you you're so beaten up its crazy. Now you know if Mama Tee was still here she would whoop your ass for being stupid" she said making me put my head down.

"I don't know what to do anymore I'm afraid for my daughter I'm always sending her away with Veronica because I'm afraid one day he's gonna hurt her" I said.

"I didn't come here to talk down on you but I'm doing good in New York as a nurse and I talked to my boss who's a close friend of mine and he said if you ever want to move out there he has a job for you. We grew up together always wanting to be a nurse" she said smiling.

"I remember we got married with ring pops at age 6 because we said we don't need a boy in our life because it's Indi and Tiff forever" I said smiling.

"I still have mines" she said proudly.

"I do to it's probably old but I never opened it" I said.

"I miss my baby girl when does she come back?" she asked.

"Next month" I said.

"Why so long?" she asked looking confused.

"Andre anger has really been out of control that one day I found him drunk and high sleep with a gun in his hand on the floor. I cried after that I was scared what would of happened if she was here, I fear for our lives everyday it kills me. I'm stressing so much that I'm going crazy" I said putting my head in my hands.

"Lighten up and change the subject I don't want to hear anything about that asshole ever" she said getting mad.

"I have a new friend" I said with a small smile.

"Chris" she said with a smirk.

"How you know?" I asked confused.

"Me and Chris are close and he liked you since like forever" she said laughing.

"Yea he's made me glow and it's been awhile since I felt like myself" I said laughing with her.