Used & Abused. (editing)

TWENTY

August was sitting on the couch with his hand in his pants and rubbing his chest with the other. I stood in front of August and moved so I sat on his lap and stared at him which just made him laugh we laid down and he rubbed my belly and smiled but wasn't a August smile it was like a weak smile.

August- even though this baby is not mine and I wish it was I'm still gonna treat him or her like my own. I love you but I really think you should talk to Chris.

India- I tell him when we're done

August- done what?

I slipped my hand in his pants and grab Mr.Classy only thing separating us was August thin boxers. August raised an eyebrow at me and smirked.

August- I'm tryna be respectful because you pregnant but you making it hard to be baybeh

I laughed climbed off his lap and went upstairs to throw on clothes so I can go to Chris house. I called before but his phone was off. I came back downstairs and gave August a kiss and left. I drove to Chris house and pulled in his driveway but I didn't see his bodyguard watching the driveway which was weird. I parked and got out and walked to the door. I knocked but nobody answered I tried to open the door and surprisingly it was unlocked. I walked in and yelled Chris name multiple times but I didn't get an answer. I looked around to see his house looking like trash. There were bottles everywhere you step, buds from blunts and cigarettes in ashtrays all over, and garbage on the floor. It smelled like trash in here so I went upstairs to see the same thing but it was better it was just empty or half full bottles on the floor. I walked in Chris room but didn't see anything so I went in his bathroom to see Chris slumped by the toilet hugging a bottle of ciroc. I examined him to see his curls had grew, his facial hair grew, he looked dirty, and smelled. His eyes were closed and I couldn't tell if he was breathing so I panicked. I got on the side of him and put his head and my arms. I Smacked his face and he mumbled. Good he's breathing.

India- Chris baby? Can you here me?

Chris- *whispers* yes

He opened his eyes a little and smiled at me while rubbing my cheek. I smiled back and wondered why is he treating himself like this. His eyes started to close again and panic grew over me.

India- listen...(smacking his face) I need you to try and get up for me so I can put you in the shower... ok?

He nodded his head and got up a little bit but sorta fell back down. He was drunk and hungover. I turned the cold water on for the shower and stripped Chris out his clothes. I helped him in but he just sat down and let the cold water hit him. His eyes kept opening and closing. So I turned the shower off and made a hot bath for him since there was no way he could stand up. I started washing him and he finally opened his eyes and stared at me the whole time then he did the unexpected and weakly pulled me in with him. He wrapped his arms around me and buried his face in my chest and started crying which I never seen him cry before.

Chris- I-I'm so sorry b-baby I didn't m-mean it I-I miss y-you I miss P-Paris

I rubbed his back and then pulled myself away from him and got out. My clothes were now soaked and I was glad that I didn't have anything in my pockets. I changed into a tight tank top I left and his sweatpants.I got him out and dressed him then put him in bed giving him two pills and water. He soon fell asleep and I went to go fix this house situation. I started with upstairs throwing all garbage away and then went downstairs doing the same while almost finishing I seen a paper more like magazine.

"Chris Brown is no more"

I threw it away and took all the garbage out. it was looking nice I went to the kitchen and cleaned everything then cook Chris and I some breakfast since I had taste for it. I made his plate and then just went to call people from Chris phone.

Phone convo

India- hello

Male- oh is this ms. India

India- yea hey k but I'm calling for you to come in to work because Chris needs someone guarding his house

K- yea yea no problem

India- ok thanks bye

I called his manager, label, mom, his barber, doctor, and the studio. I walked out the Kitchen to see Chris he was still a little drowsy but put his arms out for me. I sat next to him while he laid on my with his head on my stomach.

Chris- *whispers*your pregnant?

India- yea two months

Chris- August must be happy

He said looking up at me which had a slight frown and smile

India- Chris its yours

He looked confused until I gave him pictures of the ultrasound

Chris- wait... I-I'm gonna be a father?

India- yes in 7 months

He smiled and pulled me into him. I smiled but was still unsure.

India- just because I'm having your baby doesn't mean anything Chris were co-parenting if you abuse that I'm taking you to court for visitation rights and I hate getting the law involved.

Chris- I'm ok with that

India- good but I have to go and your mother and a doctor is on there way.

I made my way to the door.

Chris- India!

India- yes

Chris- I love you and I'm sorry again

India- it's whateva Chris this was just a one time thing

And with that I left...