India POV
India- AUGUST!
August- yes baybeh
India- can you rub my feet CJ is killing me.
August- yea all you have is one more' month baybeh your 8 months finally and its all gonna be over.
India- I know look how big my stomach is, my feet are swollen and sore,my back hurts, and I'm just gaining weight my weird food cravings
August- you should get used to it because soon as CJ turns 2 I'm putting another one in you
India- you serious about this 12 kid shit aren't you
August- you damn right baybeh I want a whole team
India- you got to give me time to heal my vagina bout to be lose as fuck pushing all yo big head ass babies out
August- loose or not I don't give a fuck your shit still gone be good
India- you just nasty ( laughing)
August- I know you not talking bout nasty with the shit you was doing last night
India- what?
August- that was some bomb ass head and those tricks you was going while riding big daddy Aug
India- it feels like we never separated from each other
August- we didn't we just had a mishap thats all baybeh in a couple of years imma marry yo ass and by then we gon have our little team
India- imma die
August- no you not imma be right by yo side
India- can we at least lower the number
August- 9
India- 4
August- 5 is the lowest I'm going and that doesn't include Paris or CJ
India-that's seven all together who's going to be watching all seven kids
August- the both of us you is becoming a housewife when I marry you
India- I'm an independent woman I'm not going to just quit and depend on you August
August- what was yo job before any of this?
India- I modeled but took a long break when Andre started hitting on me
August- what kind of model?
India- clothing and hair
August- you wore weave?
India- yea like once in a blue moon
August- was the red hair weave?
India-yea I don't think I'm ever going to dye my real hair
We were laying down when India told me to shut up. When I did I heard glass breaking and then Paris cries after. I jumped up and ran upstairs into Paris room to see her windows broken and that some stuff was on the ground. I picked a screaming Paris up and made my way downstairs. I gave Paris to India and rushed to the front door to only to see a big black escalade speeding off. I slammed the door and locked it.
India- August
I looked at her then ran upstairs to pack our things. While going in Paris room I seen a note attached to a brick. I opened it and instantly grew pissed packing our shit but grabbing my bag I thought I never had to grab again. I put our shit in the range and drove to a hotel. I wasn't about to punk out but at least stay away from our house for a good week. We went to our hotel room and put a sleeping Paris in her portable crib and I climbed in bed India following right behind me. I wrapped my arms around her and just stared at her while she stared at me back. I kissed her forehead and she soon fell asleep I stayed in bed for an hour before climbing out the bed and going to the balcony and calling up big T and boss man. I told Big T that he had to come back to work and meet us tomorrow at the hotel and told boss man that I needed some protection and eyes around the house. After that I lit a blunt and smoked for an hour or two and sobered up before going back inside picking up a Paris who was staring at me. I sat back on the balcony and saw her pretty gray eyes staring in my brown ones she was smiling and holding onto my fingers.
Paris- da da
August- it's daddy baby
She tilted her head to the side with a confused look on her face
August- okay I guess it's da da then
She started laughing and put my finger in her mouth and gummed my finger
August- ouch! You teething or something?
I rubbing my finger on her gums and felt about 3 on top and two on the bottom coming up. I smiled and she reached for my chain. I took my smallest one off and put it on her she instantly smiled wider and played with it.
August- when you get older I'll buy you one made especially for you and buy mommy one because I know she low key wants one I caught her yesterday wearing em.
I looked down to see her rubbing her eyes and I looked at the time to see it read 10:30pm.
August- lil one we been talking for two hours I didn't even know it but it's time for you to go to sleep.
I sung to her while she started to go to sleep and put her back in her crib and climbed back in bed with India instantly pulling her close to me and tried to let sleep take over me but it just wouldn't and I felt kind of sick and tried to brush it off and it was still there in till sleep finally took over me and I just had a feeling in my gut.
Something wasn't right...
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