Revealing the UNREVEALED

Dear Brother you are like no Other

Aaron's POV

They can make you crazier, angrier, and more frustrated than anyone else in the world... but there's still no one who can replace your siblings. Brothers and sisters have a bond that is stronger than any squabbles...

Do you know what friendship is... it is to be brother and sister; two souls which touch without mingling, two fingers on one hand.

Today when I saw Layana in the hospital all the bad memories came hurdling back to me and all the promises that I made to myself seem broken...

I was about to ask her something when suddenly my phone made it beep beep indicating a message ....only by seeing the number I felt numb and rushed out of the room not in any intention to worry my little sister.

A little difference between PROMISES and MEMORIES... PROMISES- ...We break them! MEMORIES- They break us.! Its true. I know it is a bad thing to break a promise, but I think now that it is a worse thing to let a promise break you. But the memories that hang heaviest are the easiest to recall. They hold in their creases the ability to change one's life, organically, forever. Even when you shake them out, they've left permanent wrinkles in the fabric of your soul. Every unpleasant worldly experience in life exposes our sensitive nervous systems to painful phenomena. Despite all the beer commercial advertisement slogans urging us to live with gusto, life is unavoidably painful. Life is a battering ram that inflicts trauma upon human beings. People blunt the traumatic force of enduring a lifetime of pain, fearfulness, and unremitted anguish and boredom with religion, sex, booze, drugs, fantasy, and other indulgent acts and forms acts of escapism.

I hurriedly open the message that reads..

"Arthur was too stubborn and her stubbornness led to his and Sophie's death... Do u want that same fate for your sister, baby Layana... I don't think you want her to die the same way as your dumb parents.... Boom bam dash... An evil laugh imagine that kiddo"

I froze at my spot suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned to see Alan looking suspiciously at me...

Alan: WHY YOU LEFT THE ROOM JUST LIKE THAT ...CAN'T YOU SEE THE CONDITION OF LAYANA.. OR ARE YOU BACK TO YOUR ARROGANT SELF...

Aaron : Keep your voice in control Alan you don't know what's in my plate... So don't interfere your nose everywhere... U know nothing about me or my past or future anything for fuck sake...

Alan : You need to worry about yourself then to accuse me
.. Excuse me

Aaron : Yes please leave..

When it comes to love and worry, another side of this dynamic is worrying about ourselves.

We worry about our feelings and our actions, often becoming self-conscious and unsure whether we're "doing it right" or if we're "good enough" for the ones we love.

Worrying about our worthiness isn't just a habit of the insecure, but it happens to all of us at various degrees. Healthy love makes us want to be our best selves, and that feeling can spark a desire for deep introspection.

There's a healthy side to this kind of worry, which is the self-improvement side.

Worrying whether or not you're "doing love right" helps you not to get too comfortable into a relationship, to never stop questioning how can you be a better person both for your own sake and for the sake of your loved ones.

People become attached to their burdens sometimes more than the burdens are attached to them.

Life may be tough at times. You may be heart broken, or betrayed by someone. Or you may have experienced the death, or a painful goodbye or failure of a loved one. After any of the grief we face we get a sad feeling that nothing else is worth living for and things will never be the same.The night I knew about horrific death of our parents.. I promised myself that I'll protect her heartbeat rather than my ownself ..