Boy Toy [Kakashi x Reader +18]

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(Y/n) couldn't quite grasp what it was with Kakashi and her. Why, all of a sudden, they just seemed to be brought together once and again. Even if she never fucked with someone as regularly, and even after she had tried to do it with other men after their fling, her body just seemed to be drawn to his.  So there she was again, between the wall of his apartment and his body, naked and completely at his mercy.

When she left his house last time she felt amazing for the following days. The memory of what Kakashi and she shared, the image and sounds drilled into her mind, it was enough to cheer her up for days. But of course, she also had her regular needs and memory wasn't enough to get by. So as usual, she dropped by the best sake place where she happened to find Genma with a group of friends. 

As soon as he saw her he invited her to drink with them, and of course, she joined. And now, without any worry or Kakashi around, she was able to freely and comfortably flirt back with him right where they left off at the party. But even after all the time that had passed since the last time Genma and her spent the night together; and even though he was able to please her completely, she still felt... lacking. 

Genma was brutal, he was a great guy, and great at sex. He always made sure she had her fare of pleasure and didn't leave her unsatisfied. He even knew when to be gentle and when to be cheeky. And of course, he was hot as hell. But whenever (Y/n) thought about the nights Genma and she shared, she just smiled at most. On the other hand, whenever she remembered what happened between Kakashi and her... Her skin heated up again, her smile turned so big it made her cheeks hurt, and she could even feel her heartbeat quickening. And no matter how many other guys she slept with, none could quite top or overshadow Kakashi's sex. And believe me, she tried. There was also Tokuma Hyuga, who like most Hyuga had a beauty similar to a prince. There was Raido Namiashi who in (Y/n)'s words 'Had the biggest dick and fittest body' she had ever seen. Yet still, it was the night she spent with Kakashi the one she found herself thinking off most times. 

And she wasn't the only one. In fact, I'd say it was even worse for Kakashi. He as well couldn't stop thinking about what happened, replaying it over and over in his mind at the most inappropriate moments. He as well recalled the nights with her with yearning, but it was different to him because unlike (Y/n), he knew what he wanted. It just seemed that he wouldn't be able to have it. And thus, much like (Y/n), he also tried to forget about her and what happened between the both of them. How great her body felt under him, her sweet moans and sly smirks.

Kakashi was aware that he could have anyone if he wanted to, but at the same time, he said to himself that no one would love him. It was a constant bickering between two Kakashi in his mind. Because in the end, from his point of view, even if he could have any girl he wanted, they wouldn't love him. They would just want Hatake Kakashi the copy ninja, not him. Everyone always told him how gifted and strong he was, he knew he had fangirls, but then he always couldn't help but wonder why. In any case, his mind wasn't set on having spontaneous things. Sure he was a pervert, sure he was half or even most of the time horny, but he just didn't like the idea of sleeping with every woman that approached him. Sure there were some one-night stands, he was a human after all. But it just wasn't for him. 

He never liked how he felt after those one-night stands. He felt worse than better, so he just decided not to have them. And his mind was even more set on that when he experienced for the first time what it was to fuck with someone you actually care for, with someone you might have or might have not had a crush on for a long time. Even if he wasn't even aware of it. And even if in the end was unrequited. 

But after she left, saying those things of that being a mistake... it made him want to have one-night stands again. And he did, but he despised them even more because he just knew at every moment that there was no way no one could compare to her. It's just that nobody could give him the pleasure she could. And I'm sure if it wasn't a problem of the body but more likely of the heart.