Fate

60.

Nicole

It's already been 10 months since me and Justin got back together and hopped into this journey. I remember ten months ago we were both laying on a hospital room. Ten months ago from now he saved my life.

We were currently at Los Angeles, we had to fly back because we had the Billboard Awards. I was nominated for Woman of The Year, Top New Artist and Top Female Artist. Justin, on the other hand, was nominated for almost every category.

I love him being recognized for his work even if he doesn't really care about awards. I know how much of hard work he puts in his music and I know he deserves to be acknowledged for it. Apart from that he's a very talented person that has an incredible composition and singing way that makes him unique and remarkable.

We were seating in the event as we saw how it was taking place. It's nice to watch these type of shows, you get to see performances and people saying inspiring stuff.

"Hey everyone, my name is Kendall Jenner, and I'm so happy to be here tonight to help honor our woman of the year who is a little sister to me. My beautiful friend, Nicole Bieber. When we first met we were really young, always doing crazy stuff bothering our older siblings. We always had this strong bond and we are family. We've shared every high and every low, every success and every failure together. Our sisterhood has connected us professionally and personally. She is my biggest champion and best cheerleader in everything I do. So people I'd like to present my sister, my best friend, the woman of the year. Nicole Bieber." I listened to Kendall said as I couldn't hold my tears in.

"Thank you guys so much... um to be honest I think Justin should be getting this award because he saved my life." I said and started to cry. "I'm sorry." I was trying to hold my tears back in as I saw Justin come to stage with me. He hold my hand and pulled me into a hug. "I love you babe, continue your speech woman of the year, you rock." He said to me, he was not with a mic so nobody else could here him but me. "Alright alright okay, I am, I feel incredibly lucky because I was very confused to feel like if I said too much maybe I wasn't doing enough and honestly I couldn't be more grateful for the position that I've been given in my career since I was really young. I want people to know that I respect the platform that I have so deeply, because I knew that I wanted to be a part of something great and I wanted people to feel great because I love people. But specifically this year, I would like to thank my amazing team and my family." I said squeezing Justin's hand and he started hugging me from behind. "They stuck with me through  all this tough stuff and I got to do a lot this year even though I had a couple of other things to do. I feel like for me with my music, I've really been able to illustrate the things that I want and I'm reminded by a team of people who believed in me and believe in me even when I don't myself and I couldn't be luckier. I wanna thank all the older women who have fought for us all and thanks to them I'm able to be here standing in front of you guys. I want to tell all the girls out there that they have a voice and that it matters and should be listened to. I finally want to thank my amazing husband who appears to be standing right behind me, thank you for helping me grow so much and helping me become the woman I am today, thank you for saving my life. Finally thanks to my fans, my friends, Kendall, Bella and Gigi, my mom and my dad, my siblings and my amazing manager. I love you all thank you so much. I finished saying and I walked down the stairs holding hands with Justin.

We went back to our seats when they called Justin onstage. He had won the Top Artist. Justin is used to this, he didn't really needed me to go up with him lol. He todo up and kissed me, he hugged scooter and his mom and went up onstage to give his acceptance speech. "So, I appreciate it I appreciate it I appreciate it I appreciate it. Uh as we know there's so much going on in the world as we speak. I just wanted to say that music is such an amazing opportunity and such an amazing outlet to be able to reach people and to be able to bring us altogether and that's why we are here right now right? We're all here together you know and we got a lot more in common than we don't. And I look around and I see so many beautiful faces. You know I really do believe the best is yet to come so I wanna say thank you guys so much. And I see my beautiful wife and I just want to say I love you so much and thank you for being my rock and inspiration through it all. I love you. Thank you." He said and walked back the stairs.