Superstar

Chapter 76

I wake up at 8:30 in the morning and start to get dressed, I have a interview this morning with Benjamin and Lana. I brush my teeth and do my hair then I get dressed into my dress.

"Well if it isn't my slytherin princess."

"Shut up, I feel really uncomfortable right now, I really do need to get maternity clothes."

"We'll go shopping later, are you nervous?"

"Not really, at this point I'm used to it already."

"Okay someone's already at pro at this." He says sarcastically.

I laugh and put on my earrings, I put on my heels and get my bag ready.

"Aren't your feet gonna hurt in those? After all your only three months pregnant, take it easy."

"I'll be fine, I think besides I don't think it's gonna be very long."

"If you say so."

"I gotta go, I'll see you later."

I kiss him then leave to my limo, i start to play music while texting Emma. Last night she went in a date with a guy she met a couple of days ago, I'm happy for her. She deserves to be happy.

(Btw moon isn't actually this bubbly and physical with Benjamin, like she's not flirting with him. That's just her personality)

After we all say our goodbyes, I see toms car parked out in the parking lot and I get in the car.

"How'd it go?"

"It was good, fucking hilarious but overall good, can we take a quick stop home? I wanna get changed then we head to the hospital, we still go time."

"Yeah sure, you know earlier this week I went the beach and got some beautiful pictures of the view. You need to see them."

"I'll be happy to, is it just me or my memory has been a bit off lately?"

"I think that's normal moon but if it's really concerning then you should ask the doctor."

"Yeah I will, isn't it a bit weird that I'm not really showing that much especially when I'm having twins?"

"Moon, you need to relax, seriously. Your already stressed out enough don't add on to the list of things. You and our babies are gonna be fine."

I nod my head and being to overthink things, what If one of my babies aren't healthy? What if there's something really wrong? God dammit moon now you've done it.

We get home and I change into comfy clothes then head out again. When we get to the hospital we check in and the clerk asks me a weird.

"Oh my god your moon Gonzalez, I know this may be a wrong time thing but can I have your autograph?"

"Ummm sure.... I guess."

I sign her phone case as she asked and I go sit down with Tom next to me.

"That was a bit weird." Tom says

"It's fine, honestly."

"Are you okay? You don't seem like yourself."

"I'm okay, I just have a small headache. Nothing too extreme, don't worry it normal."

He places his arm around my shoulder and I lay on his shoulder waiting for my name to be called.

When We go in the smell of rubbing alcohol fills up my nose, I really do hate hospitals. At this point I just want to leave.

"How you doin today Luna?"

"Good."

"That's great, do you have any concerns that you having concerning your Babies?"

"Um yeah actually so since I'm in my first trimester with twins, why isn't my stomach a bit bigger? I understand the size of it with one child but with two it's supposed to be-"

"Bigger? Let me take a look to see, how far longer are you?"

"Three months."

"Okay."

She puts on her gloves and takes a look at my belly, kinda tapping and putting a bit of pressure on it.
She spreads the jelly onto my warm belly and begins the ultrasound.

"That's weird, I only see one."

I look at Tom with fear in my eyes and he looks at me back with concern.

"Is it possible that one of them could of absorb each other?"

"Yes but its really rare for that to happen, let me run a few tests but if it's what we think that happened this is none of your fault, this is natural to happen. It can't be caused by anything."

I nod my head and take a deep breath when she left. Tom holds my hand and kisses my forehead.

"Everything is gonna be fine-"

"You keep saying that but it's never true, look what happened!"

"Shit I'm sorry, I'm not thinking straight right now."

I put my hand in his cheek and start caressing it.

"It's okay to feel this way, you did nothing wrong. Whatever happens we still have each other and we will get through it."

"Yeah definitely."

After a few hours of tests she comes back in with the results.

"You were right, one of the twins did absorb the other one in the womb but the twin that absorb the other one is completely healthy. Your doing everything right Luna, don't beat yourself up because of this, I've seen a lot of mother's go this, your not alone. What your going through is pregnancy depression, it's common for a new mom. I writing you a referral to see a therapist, don't worry it's not too extreme but if it's not treated properly or left untreated then it could lead some serious problems that may effect your baby."

Im left speechless, I just nod my head in response. What the hell am I supposed to say? Tom gives me a sympathetic look and helps me up from laying down.

"I'm so sorry."

"Don't blame yourself, it's my body, my fault."

He puts his hands on my cheeks and makes me look at him.

"Look at me moon, don't you dare ever say that again. It may be your body but it's most definitely not your fault. Things happen for a reason, but at least we still have one beautiful child, who we will love, care, and protect at all costs. I say that's pretty worth it if you ask me."

He hugs me and I hug him back, out of all people why me? What did I do to deserve this? I may have done some shitty stuff, hell im not a saint but im not exactly the fucking devil either. Tom doesn't deserve this, I'm so lucky to have him by my side, if I'm being completely honest if it wasn't for him I'd be better dead but I'm not leaving my future child with out a mother or my fiancé without a wife.

"Let's go home"

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Sorry that I haven't posted in a really long time, i have a lot of school I have to deal with and a shit ton of stuff but I will try to post again pretty soon.

~Jocelyn💜